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me1970 (me1970)
10-08-2005, 08:53 PM
hello cross301973 my husband and I were in the church a few years ago and we still have loved ones there, at least I think they are there. Lesia, and my neice Ashley, whom I call Ms. Beautiful and Sarah and Timothy and I think she may have some more beautiful babies with her new husband I miss them so much and I know Lesia is doing the best she knows how. I pray for them often and I know the LORD is watching over them. Do you know how they are? Is Ashley OK? SARAH? TIMOTHY? I would be thankful for any info.

cross301973 (cross301973)
10-08-2005, 10:04 PM
me1970

I am sorry I do not know who you are talking about. I know a Lisa T. but I don't know a Sarah, Ashley, or Timothy. I was not allowed to associate with any other sister's because I was a "baby christian". And when I did try and talk with them I was always reported to Tony as doing something wrong. So sorry I can't help you.http://www.factnet.org/discus/clipart/happy.gif

me1970 (me1970)
10-09-2005, 12:20 AM
cross301973
thanks anyway,I pray the LORD blesses you and your family

skeptik (skeptik)
10-10-2005, 03:45 AM
Well NFLY, we know the tree by its fruit.

paperclip (paperclip)
10-10-2005, 09:41 PM
nfly,
I have been reading these posts the last few days with great interest, as I was in that organization for a number of years. It's been like reading the plot to a bad soap opera. Anyway, I take EXTREME offence to your statement that Tony Alamo teaches the Word of God, (the Bible) accurately, and I must put in my 2 cents. I am not going to get into doctrinal debates here, because that's unscriptural, and because the Word of God tells us that the Holy Spirit will guide us into all truth, and we have not need of man to teach us God's Word. THAT'S where most of those folks made their first mistake. They put the Alamos up on a pedestal, and exalted them more than our Lord Jesus. I'm not going to get into a thing explaining why I was there, or why I left, suffice it to say, that, if people who REALLY love the Lord, and FEAR Him, would DO WHAT HE SAYS, and seek Him with their WHOLE mind, heart, soul, body, and strength, HE WILL SHOW THEM HIS WORD. Let me give you a clue here: Tony Alamo is in an extreme backslidden state, he is now seeking familiar spirits, (just like Saul did in the OT), because the Lord left him a long time ago. If any of you people who defend him, would take the time to do a little research, you would find out that in some of his writings he uses references from "The Holy Bible from the Ancient Eastern Text, George M. Lamsa's translation, Harper Collins Publisher". Ok, well, do a little research on Mr. George Lamsa. Here, I'll make it easy for you:

http://www.equip.org/free/DL010.htm

http://www.metamind.net/metacollect.html

Check it out for yourself, that is, if you care to use the brain that the Lord gave you. Please, I BEG of you, check this out. Believe it or not, we're talking your eternal souls here. You need to take heed, and take care, nfly, because, after reading your posts, it sounds to me, that you have succeeded in your goal--you have taken on the same spirit as tony alamo. Talk about repent, tony alamo needs to repent. (oh, by the way, I'm not the least bit bitter,lest you accuse me of that, just stating facts here) CHECK IT OUT FOR YOURSELF.

nfly (nfly)
10-16-2005, 06:50 PM
1970 I know that Lesia and all the children are doing real well. She is a good sister in the Lord. Don't worry.

jules11468 (jules11468)
10-17-2005, 03:44 PM
I was raised in the Foundation from the age of 2 until I left when I was 18 years old. For someone who calls themself a Christian, you sure have a lot of contention and strife in your postings, Nfly. TA has always twisted the Scriptures to make it what he wants at the time. How come having more than one wife was not ok in the beginning? Maybe Susie wouldnt go for that kinky stuff?

twopilgrims (twopilgrims)
10-18-2005, 03:32 AM
Excuse me, tony teaches the bible acuratly? If he does and thats a big IF. then he is a hypocrite and holds the truth in unrightousness. well he does that anyway.(holds the truth in unrightousness). Why do I say that? Because he can make people like nfly and others believe that stuff they tell. because he probally told them they would burn in hell if they didnt believe what he says. Yeah I was there for that bit of heresy too. And make no mistake about it,nfly you called us backsliders from the alamo foundation or as you say "ministry". We may be backsliders from the foundation ,(and that dosnt mean backsliden from the Lord. Lets see {foundation-LORD} way way BIG difference. but really is that such a bad thing. I think not. Nfly speak for yourself and not for me and others who you know nothing about, just what lies youve been told and believe. Just because we left the foundation does not mean we are going to hell. you really need to get more depth in God if you believe that. Does anyone here feel called to "step up with the bible and prove tony false? How could we do that? he leaves plenty of "footnotes" so how can he be proven false. rotflol You know I think im pretty much done with this. Its hard communicating with someone who is blind and deaf. Your insulting when you say that Gods people are being bad mouthed. I for one would never bad mouth Gods People. In case you didnt know this, but there are Gods people all over the world. And Im one of them. So grow up and get down off that hige horse your riding. Ill be praying harder now that God will tear down the strong holds of satin. Im not being self rightous, im being rightousley indignated.

me1970 (me1970)
10-18-2005, 05:05 AM
nfly
Thank you so muchhttp://www.factnet.org/discus/clipart/happy.gif. GOD BLESS

beccasue1975 (beccasue1975)
10-20-2005, 12:29 AM
<font color="0000ff"><font face="times new roman,times,roman"> There ya go... proof right there, TA is off the stinkin' deep end. He allowed YOU, Nikki Rodriguez to have a baby Christian. Poor thing... I bet you and TA did a big number on her head. REPENT OR PERISH NIKKI!</font></font>

christophr19 (christophr19)
10-20-2005, 10:03 AM
I just want to say....Thank you to Nikki Rodriguez! No no folks, I'm serious! You see, Nikki is one of the main reasons I was kicked out for good. What with the witch hunt she was on. My family knew it was coming though. I mean, we knew Tony was trying to get rid of us for quite some time. Ever since we did not go back on the list, he had been trying to weed out the people that weren't under his thumb. Nikki, being the good little drone that she was--and if you have changed nikki, well I say nice, to see you have realised the error of your idol worshiping ways; and if not...well, I'll be praying for God to lift the blinders off your eyes(both physical and spirtitual). For anyone to say that TA is of sound doctrine, hasn't been reading and 'really' listening to what the Holy Spirit would say. I dare anyone to show me how TA lines up with scripture, and I will show you how he twisted it to fit his carnal lusts of the flesh. Yes, that man is extremely carnal! In fact the spirit that inhabits him has called all of his friends over to join him....his name is Legion, for he is many. If you do your research in the bible, and on TA, you will see that this fleshy, degenrate, swaggering, sodomite braggart-- is so far from what Jesus represents that even a child can see it. I saw it at 9yrs old. He gave me the creeps! Oh well, done for the moment, I guess. Oh yeah, my dare still stands..
..any takers???

anonymous2 (anonymous2)
10-20-2005, 10:55 PM
christophr19, whats this list your talking about?

havebrainwilltravel (havebrainwilltravel)
10-20-2005, 11:02 PM
Anonymous2-
I think she means the finance list. Everyone was supposed to be part of the finance list or they were in "disobedience to God."

christophr19 (christophr19)
10-21-2005, 02:04 AM
Excuse me, tony teaches the bible acuratly?----
about your comment, Twopilgrims.
HahahahaHAHAHAHAA!!!...okay, not that's outa the way...Amen! Anyone who actually reads the Bible and prays to the Father; can see how false tony is. 1# Poligamy...was setup to make sure that Widows were always taken care of, thus eliminating the chance for children to "fall through the cracks" (as we call it in ameriKa). It was not setup so that certain 'men' could have whatever they wanted, sexually.
#2. Jesus is our role model for an Holy life pleasing to the Father....who here can Honestly compare tony's actions to Jesus' actions, and still believe that tony is a christian?
#3. Listen to the accounts of the women who knew him well....did anyone know(NIKKI R.)that tony beats 5yr old children until they lay in their own filth? Is that Jesus' example??
How dare you call him a Man of God! This man claims to be one of the two witnesses; without any corroborations from the Bible or witness of the Spirit among the brethren. tony alamo is a lie, fraud, emotional-spiritual-sexual vampire, who gives into(at every possible chance) his carnal lusts, at the peril and ruination of young innocent sisters in Christ. That man is and will be the destruction of the wonderful ministry that God called into being. Just look at us that made it through with our faith, in the heavenly Father, still intact. Look what we have with each other. Who else(in the world) do you have such a strong connection with? God gave us that ministry, and tony twisted and polluted it with his fleshly desires, and quest for power. "Power corrupts, and Absolute power corrupts absolutely".

havebrainwilltravel (havebrainwilltravel)
10-21-2005, 03:57 PM
Tony Alamo Does Not<u> teach the Bible</u>. Anyone can steal someone else's words and plant them midsentence into their own schmeal. That's called Plagiarism,and it's a forrm of theft. It's not what is traditionally considered teaching. Add plagiarism to the long list of crimes TA has committed (though if he plea bargains, I'd be willing to drop that charge.)

helives (helives)
10-21-2005, 06:07 PM
Nfly why are you deleteing your posts? A post on the thread Alamo Foundation that starts with a post from Tom V Smith there is a post from Bill-l date 10/04/05 which calls you by your screen name. However on Tom Smith board as of 10/21/05 ALL the posts that you had posted before 10/04/05 are now deleted! What is going on?

helives (helives)
10-21-2005, 06:11 PM
Irish_Jedi why are you removing your posts? On the Alamo Foundation thread that starts out with a post from Tom V Smith. On 10/10/05 Rattlesnake addresses you by your screen name. However all the posts from you before 10/10/05 have been deleted?

havebrainwilltravel (havebrainwilltravel)
10-21-2005, 06:19 PM
"Tony Alamo is Right. Just open your mind to the Bible?"
Ahem.
TA said that when I left I would become a prostitute. Too bad so many people in the real world like screwing so much, they'd do it for free; DAYAMN!
Cuz I thought I was gonna make me a shipload of Moola!
(Anyone who doesn't know me in real life, I'm being snarkomical. snark, snark.)

twopilgrims (twopilgrims)
10-21-2005, 10:37 PM
Chris, I wasnt agreeing with that(ta teaches bible acurtly) I was saying the same thing your saying. Did I forget the ?.. sorry. re read it, it was not in his favor..

havebrainwilltravel (havebrainwilltravel)
10-22-2005, 12:33 AM
C.K.- You are so, so brave to read through, wade through all this crap and be able to see the forest through the trees!!
YOu have endured many personal attacks from a couple of the people on this board, not to mention the situation you live in every day. I am praying for you. I have thought about your haunting words all day. Please don't be in a coma like I was for years. You can get through this. You are obviously strong to keep coming back for more.
Keep up the faith. I would love to email you off line, but that has to be up to you.
BTW- in case it isn't clear from my posts, I was TA's wife for over two years. I know the man.

starksk (starksk)
10-22-2005, 12:35 AM
Hey Tami
we should talk.....email me whenever you want. Anyone can email me at this email. That way I can weed through who I want to talk to. spanish_kat@yahoo.com

wilma (wilma)
10-22-2005, 01:27 AM
Cross.....don't feel pressured to tell your name on this board. If your husband is still sympathetic towards Alamo than it may be best to keep your identity a mystery. There is no peer pressure here to conform.

Five years after leaving the Alamo group I had the privilege of spending two weeks at Wellspring Retreat and Resource Center located in Ohio. They are a wonderful resource for people who have been in spiritually abusive organizations. Anyone that wants to, check out their website at:
http://wellspringretreat.org
One of the great things about the place is that a lot of the people who run it and who do counseling there are x-members of abusive churches themselves. They UNDERSTAND when you tell them about the bizarre stuff that goes on at the Foundation.
If you want to talk to someone there email Liz at
liz@wellspringretreat.org or call (740) 698-6277. They are familiar with the Alamo group...quite a few x-members have gone there. (They won't tell you who...that is confidential.)

Susie G

havebrainwilltravel (havebrainwilltravel)
10-22-2005, 01:45 AM
Wilma-
Awesome! I see you mentioned what I was thinking about mentioning. Cross- they are safe. I mean it. I went to Wellspring. They are safe.
There's also a place called Meadow Haven, in the North East. THe people there are super nice and there isn't anything they haven't heard about. If you're thinking in terms of intervention and getting a grip on standing up for your rights, these are two resources that are quite valuable.
Tami

starksk (starksk)
10-22-2005, 01:47 AM
Wilma, aka Mrs Grioux
How are your boys? Weren't they Micah and Jesse?
I hope they are well.

christophr19 (christophr19)
10-22-2005, 04:59 AM
Twopilgrims,
Howdy pardner!
Yeah, I knew you weren't siding with him. I was agreeing with you, by laughing at that statement. I Should have made that more obvious. You and Me be Amigo's.

christophr19 (christophr19)
10-22-2005, 05:10 AM
To Cross,
Hey, we understand why do don't want to post your name yet, and that is totally ok. Besides, cross is a cool name....for a girl http://www.factnet.org/discus/clipart/happy.gif
tony has that effect on people. tony is a little bully who grew up and learned how to con people into listening to him. As for me, if tony is listening....The dreamer(yeah thats me, Chris Curry) says hello. May your huevos shrivel up and fall off and may you be blessed by the prescence of the fleas from a thousand camels. Good day to all, and God bless!

havebrainwilltravel (havebrainwilltravel)
10-22-2005, 08:00 PM
Chris,
I think it's supposed to say "May your crotch be infested by a thousand flees and may your hands fall off so you can't scratch it." Right? I mean, lets be real with TA here. After being in prison for years, I wouldn't be surprised if he brought unexpected visitors to his harem.
Cross,
That's it! You're getting it now. I want to mention something on the topic of
"blaspheming the Holy Ghost." Anyone out there still panicking about that?
Wilma, didn't you mention that the other day? Remind me what it was.
I know many of us lived in fear of that fateful curse. Bill L, you were one of the ones who was "anathema" Right? Did you know you had blasphemed the Holy Ghost, according to TA?
As did my husband, Randy.
Guess what, so have I. Let that sink in for a moment.
What I mean is that according to Tony's definition, I have. Tony used the blasphemy of the Holy Ghost as a fear tactic to get us to stay loyal to him, and it is a farce. There is no such thing. To commit an unpardonable sin is something a lot of people fear doing, but they don't even know what it is. What kind of God would set his people up for failure by making arbitrary rules that can "accidentally be broken?"
One less thing to be afraid of, cross.
Tami
PS double J- you are a hoot!

christophr19 (christophr19)
10-22-2005, 08:57 PM
travelling brain,
Your right, it is how you said it. I thought I had to censor it a little, should have known that wasn't necessary. I will see Carissa in just a couple weeks, and of course will tell her Hello for you. I might just even get her to sign on and say hello.
You know how many times, in my childhood, I was afraid that I might have blasphemed? how on earth did we fall for that one???

wilma (wilma)
10-23-2005, 12:00 AM
To Cross:
When Tami left the harem and the Foundation (while TA was in prison) she dropped a note off at the office signed Tami Sprinkle...this made TA irate. He brought a message saying she had Blasphemed the Holy Spirit. I loved Tami and yet still believed pretty much whatever TA uttered, so I was devastated thinking she had committed the UNPARDONABLE SIN. Fast forward a few months later, we left the foundation (oh Happy Day) but I still hadn't shaken off the mind shackles. The Foundation was sending us the message tapes still and on them TA says "pray for Tami, Syl, the Groulx's, etc." Well, this was rather confusing because he was saying pray for Tami and months earlier he said she had committed the UNPARDONABLE SIN. So I started getting a little clue that he was a little wacko. So, needless to say, I wasn't afraid to talk to her anymore. She and I talked about that together at Wellspring and she told me when she lived in his house he tossed that term around regularly when he wanted to manipulate the situation. It's so crazy to think his words had such a hold on us. Oh, that reminds me.....We left without anyone knowing till the next morning. Later we got a message that we could NEVER come back. That was fine with us ;-) Four months later we got a call from one of the "brothers" saying he was calling for Tony and that we had to move back into the Foundation within a week or we were gonna get "cut off" from getting Tony's tapes. We never responded to that malarkey. Ha ha Geez...the dude can't make up his mind.
Susie G

smitty (smitty)
10-23-2005, 03:32 AM
Holy Cow!!!I am amazed to see so many people on this topic. This is Tom Smith. When I firstposted, it seemed like there was no responce and little interest about Tony. Susie Groulx just phoned me to tell me about it.BTW note to Nfly and Irish-jedi (if he's so Christian, whats up with the Star Wars reference?)GET A LIFE.In stead of wasting our time w/ your crap about T.A., how about going to the Kitchen and help out with cleaning pickups, or maybe go out and relive whatever poor sap is on nightwatch! I was a member for 15 yrs. from 1971 to 1986 and most of the time I was fairly close to Tony as our resident architectural designer.The thing that finaly drove me away was the Greed and Duplicity of Tony A.http://www.factnet.org/discus/clipart/angry.gif

christophr19 (christophr19)
10-23-2005, 09:11 AM
Do you remember how we changed the christmas songs to say instead the Papa tony and Susie are coming to town. They see you when your sleeping, they know when your awake....you know the rest. It might be said that this is a small and dumb thing. But think about what it would do an impressionable little child? He either becomes the boogey man, or their santa claus; Sometimes both.

wilma (wilma)
10-23-2005, 06:13 PM
Chris that is a keen observation.....You better watch out, you better not cry, you better not pout I'm telling you why, Tony and Susie are coming to town. They see you when your sleeping, they know when you're awake, they know when you've been bad or good so be good for goodness sake.......talk about mind control!! By the way.....I have that on video tape if no one believes us!!!

Tom Smith, it's great to see you on here!! You ought to tell Lakofka about this board...bet he's got some stories.

Starksk: Thanks for asking, my boys are doing real well. Just wish we would've gotten out of that Hell Hole (the Fnd) many years sooner so that they would've had a normal childhood. We all live in various areas of Fla too.

tlthe5th (tlthe5th)
10-23-2005, 07:22 PM
here to break up all this horrible slander. i want to talk about some real good works that tony has done since i was in the church since around 97 to 2003. tony always said to give street people something to eat whenever they asked for it. i've seen him put out the word of God out (real powerful and the most spiritual messages that i've ever heard taught) freely and hundreds of thousands of souls have found Christ in horribly oppressed nations because of God through him. tony doesn't ask for anything in return. i had a supernatural experience for sure regarding tony one time that i know was from God. nobody brings the message from the 1st chapter of proverbs regarding God laughing at your calamity, etc (proverbs 1:22-33). which are the exact Scriptures God used to reveal Himself to me months before I ever got the literature from Tony while he was still in prison on proven to be false charges. When I think about these truths I know personally to be true it washes all of these posts completely away as misperceptions and untruths. I've seen the work of God being done through Tony and the ministry and felt powerfully the Holy Spirit many times in fellowship with the brothers there and during services hearing messages and testimonies and Tony is a humble man of God I know that for sure. I don't know what you all are. Where's your godly work? where's your ministry and websites? and audio messages bringing wonderful, poweful messages? none of you have ministered anything of any value here at all. you have fallen away and probably have blasphemed the Holy Spirit.

rattlesnake (rattlesnake)
10-23-2005, 08:15 PM
Blah! Blah! Blah!
Hate to break this to you tlthe5th.. I have spent some time recently reading some of Tony's websites and listening to his tapes.. guess what... You can go and listen to any one of these so-called preachers that mail out tapes and put preachings etc. by testimonials on the web and all the other crap that Tony does.. all sounds great if you are sucked under his thumb, but guess what!!! They all basically say the same thing, only with the emphasis focused on their particular little cult. Probably a lot of it is plagerized and a few changes put in here and there to make it sound like his own crap. What Tony portrays to those outside of the foundation is also not a snapshot of life inside the foundation. If he did let on what he was really all about, no one would come with in twenty miles of him (except with a shot gun) .. he would likely be stoned to death... oh what a lovely thought!!! http://www.factnet.org/discus/clipart/lol.gif He is nothing but a wolf in sheeps clothing..
That is very typical behaviour for leaders of groups like this. There is nothing godly or spiritual about Tony.. He is just a good actor in public and he uses it as a means to get what he wants.
Read this and understand once again... Slandering Tony is not blasphemy to the Holy Spirit, it is just one more foot stepping on the head of Satan (TA). And his head will be crushed!!!!!

If Tony is so humble and such a man of God.. why does he not speak for himself? Why does he not come on this board and identify himself in such a manner that it is actually believable that it is him and why does he not stand up to these allegations against him?
You state: "tony doesn't ask for anything in return." How do you figure that? He is screwing little girls and making sure he has lots of variety at that. He is a perverted bastard and he enjoys every moment of it. He probably laughs behind all of your backs that he found a group of followers that are so stupid that they hand their little virgin children over to him on a silver platter and say."Take her Tony.. do with her as you please, rape her, beat her.. whatever it takes, Tony!!!' and he takes the little girls and does exactly that.. and after he has satisfied his perverted sexual needs at some little childs expense and horror... he laughs at all of you that allow it to happen. Do his followers walk around with these words etched on their foreheads? "naive, stupid, gullible"
Tony is a "LOSER" and guess what... he is going to get his own... here on earth... unless he dies real quick and when he goes before God to be judged.. (that will be just before he falls into the lake of fire) Oh, I can hardly wait to hear his yowl of pain as he burns for eternity.http://www.factnet.org/discus/clipart/rofl.gif

twopilgrims (twopilgrims)
10-23-2005, 10:41 PM
You Know , I have asked this question over and over and over. some of you know this. I just cant understand how the older ones there can buy what he is selling. How can they believe it. How do they believe that it is God. If we could see thru it, how come they cant. I cant get over that. what in sam hills name is wrong with maryjane and shelly and who ever else allowed there kids to be abused like that? I knew they were kuku for coco puffs,but how sick are they. I remember shelly when we got the tapes about tony being with lydia. I wouldnt listen to it, but i went over to shelly to give them to her, she asked what they were about. I told her and she kind of blinked and smiled. She looked at me and it must of shown on my face how i felt about it, cause she said , I know tony for over 20yrs and i know what he does is of God. and if you dont believe this is of the Lord then you are in the wrong church. I should of just left right then, but didnt. I didnt say anything. Yeah thats the one thing she was right about. I was in the wrong church.

twopilgrims (twopilgrims)
10-23-2005, 11:36 PM
I liked maryjane, I liked shelly, (sometimes) when she was acting in charge. but at the end it got unbearable with shelly. I hardly ever saw MJ anymore. But I was friends with her. Its too bad . too darn bad. What about sheff and garner? why didnt they do anything?

jules11468 (jules11468)
10-23-2005, 11:43 PM
Shelly Borlice (thats what we kids called her) because she was always checking us for lice. Shame Shame on her. She knows better! She just wishes she was the one marrying TA. she was always shoved up his ass anyway.

smitty (smitty)
10-24-2005, 03:19 AM
Are you kidding me??? MaryJane and Shelly are STILL there?http://www.factnet.org/discus/clipart/sad.gif I guess by now they have to belive or admit that their whole, entire life has been wasted. (Shelly esp.--she should have left w/ Mike)

havebrainwilltravel (havebrainwilltravel)
10-24-2005, 04:38 AM
Smitt,
That is what is so sad. I guess when you are fifty years old and you have spent most of your life in such a place that only gets worse, think about it: your life is only down hill from there, according to some people (not me. My goal for my eightieth year is to become a spy for the CIA) but I digress.
To them, there is no where to go. They must know what a failure their lives are; yet in a sense they are victims. Their entire identity has been stolen, they have been spiritually raped, and they can't blame anyone but themselves. Most of us on this board can understand, but the average Jo in the world hasn't a clue about why someone would waste their entire life.
To me, it is beyond sad.

It is a travesty.

smitty (smitty)
10-24-2005, 05:48 AM
I agree... On the other hand one thing that I'm going to have to get used to is that a lot of the folks on this board were just small children when I was in. I think in some cases they may have been born after I left! (Gawd! I feel oldhttp://www.factnet.org/discus/clipart/lol.gif.What encourages me is to see so many survivors (I prefer Veterans) that are now out and thinking on their own! You gals (&amp; guys) ROCK!!

twopilgrims (twopilgrims)
10-25-2005, 01:16 AM
OK I have a question for anyone who knows the answer.. How many kids does VJordan have now? and does he still quote his favorite verse?
"what does tony say" lol poor vern
, no really, I feel sorry for him. I believe he loves the Lord but is decieved. What about the older brothers and sisters like,
doug pendleton,mcginis,vicky L,deckers,mareneko,neil payne. you know the older regeular people.. why are they still there?
how can they let this happen?

smitty (smitty)
10-25-2005, 02:07 AM
I think for the "Oldtimers" still there, it kind of like the analogy of a frog sitting in a pan of water. If you gradualy raise the heat the frog won't notice it untill he dies and gets cooked.In the early days it was easy to see the Foundation as a godly ministry. Every body pretty much shared in common, and Susie acted on a check to Tony. It's just that things gradualy got out of control over the years, and with no church government to speak of (no elders, deacons,session,whatever)the power that Tony and Sue had corrupted them and all those closest to them who helped to implement their plans. In time, it may be that they realized that they were to old to start over and that they had already burned all their bridges to the outside world. That's how I felt when I turned 32 after being there 14+ years. I thought life on the outside had passed me for good and I had nothing left to go home to. Thank God that my parents didn't see it that way. They could have given up on me, but they reconnected with me and when I hit my crisis point,they were ready w/ a plane ticket back to Santa Barbara. My guess is that they haven't had that sort of lifeline in years, so they just continue doing what it familiar to them...It's very sad to think about.http://www.factnet.org/discus/clipart/sad.gif

havebrainwilltravel (havebrainwilltravel)
10-25-2005, 06:20 PM
That was exactly my point Smitty-
The only reason I'm not an "old timer" is because Tony took a gamble and lost. He was going to try some pretty perverted sex acts on me when he got out of prison and that was enough to push me over the edge. I realize some people are really into that stuff, and maybe they're not criminals, but that is just not my thing... I was never in love with the idea of being in a harem in the first place. I did it for God. When I realized Tony was taking the idea as far as he could with it, I wanted out.
There's a lot more to the story, of course. I'm a rebellious person by nature and got sick of him calling us up and cussing us out, especially after being up all night working on his freaking tracts, (which, by the way, were becoming less and less
convincing. Especially since I could see where he started from.)
When he called, there were ten or so of us sitting around "taking notes." Sometimes I would scribble bad names on my pad instead and then say I lost my place because I did not want to be any part of writing his tracts. But I didn't know how to get out of there, either.
Then one day, I realized that getting in trouble was probably the best thing that could happen to me. The next time he started in on me, I refused to go down and listen to him. I put on my headphones. The girls came up to me and said "he's talking to you." I told them I didn't care, and I was giving this whole damn game up.
That made him really mad. He flew into a rage, I guess hoping I would repent, but I just went along with it.
When I was in the shower getting ready to get on the airplane (because I had been kicked out of his house) I remember feeling more free than I had ever felt.
Still, on the airplaine I asked God to wash me in his blood and forgive me for anything I might have done wrong, because I thought "great, now I've made God angry and he'll probably down the plane just to get even." I walked off unscathed.
Every time something like that happened to me and life went on and I lived, it was a revelation that
TONY IS NOT GOD, AND GOD IS NOT TONY. Little by little I started to understand that our world was really quite narrow compared with the wide world God meant for us to live in.
That's all I'm trying to do here. I have five gorgeous daughters (dad, you're my "witness") and as they grow, I keep wondering why I never did anything to get those little girls away from Tony.
I know what I want for my babies and it ain't sex at thirteen with a 63 year old. Does that make sense?

smitty (smitty)
10-25-2005, 06:37 PM
BTW Havebrain, your CIA goal may not be all that difficult. Several months ago I was reading The Ecnonomist, and there were several want ads for High-Powered executive types. Right in the middle of them was an ad for "The Most Challenging Job in Your Life" All you needed was a B.A. in Business or Forign Affiars, speak at least two languages and pass a rigorous background check. The Job? Director of Covert Opps for the Central Intelligence Agency!! In other words, if this was a James Bond flick, you'd get to be "M" Do me a favor.... when you get in, pick me to be "Q"http://www.factnet.org/discus/clipart/rofl.gif

christophr19 (christophr19)
10-25-2005, 09:19 PM
I wanna be agent Zed!
Have brain, it makes perfect sense! And that is the point. We had been doing things for years (in the church) that didn't make sense, had no point, and were mostly destructive to us, and those around us. Now that we are away, and realize that death is not looking at us from around the corner (not to say that life isn't dangerous in its self) but, that God seems to have shown us that he has a plan for us after all, it just takes more time to come to fruition when it is real. Tony became the medicine man, who used to ride into town offering snake oils, charms and cure-alls (spiritually); saying to just trust him and God would take care of you.
Let him be your inside man with God. He (haha ha, wow just realized this) He tried to be Gods promoter like HE was some young upstart that needed his touch to make it gold! What strong delusions! Tony is hearing alright, just he is listening on the wrong wavelength. Echh, Eww.

christophr19 (christophr19)
10-25-2005, 10:16 PM
Another thing that got me, and I know that this is a touchy subject to some, so I will be circumspect. Sex....Tony perveted the whole idea, act, meaning etc... He took a wonderful God given gift, and made it in to a sin; in to an abomination, to our thinking. And did it all by twisting the scriptures. Who here really beleive that guy in the old testament really got killed for Spilling his seed? That one never made sense to me. It was obvious that God killed him because he was using that women, for his own carnal lust, he wasn't raising up children to her name....Good one TA....
What goes on(within reason, of course) in the bedroom of two people that God put together, is between them and the Father. If a couple in love get inspired, and a little creative? Well, God bless Em' Wonderful! ain't it? if a husband is not to refuse their wife, and the wife not refuse HER (singular) husband. Then why is it only, according to tony, ok to have sex for procreation?--Wait, I know, Evil breeds evil. you are propogating little minions of hell, to think and act just like you--- God does not contradict Himself, like you do tony. And we all know that tony has never really followed(correctly)any part of the bible; so why should the subject of sex be any different to him? He twisted everything else about the Bible, probably just working us up to where he could get away with mutiple partners, steady supply of young innocent(which he is soo fond of)children, and deviant and abusive sex. and as in the words of Bob: you can fool some people some da time, but you can't fool all the people all da time. Now we see the light, got to stand up for our rights,
Get up, Stand up. Stand up for your rights~
sorry, got carried away in the moment...anyway, you get my point. And no one can fool the Father, which he knows. So he has twisted his mind around the scripture trying to fit his lifestyle in somehow. Because the guilt, and the festering slime on his soul is starting to eat away at him. he now takes out his rage and guilt on those innocents around him....

jewels81475 (jewels81475)
10-28-2005, 09:29 PM
First of all it's a bunch of crap to say Tony dosen't ask for anything in return, he asks for everything in return, unless he's changed. I remember the millers were filthy rich when they moved in and were made to turn over their trucking co to tony, my family and i never lived on the georgia ridge under the total control but we did go to the church and I did go to the school for a couple of years (when i got out i was totally lost, took a year to catch up to my age group) and we rented a house from the alamos and my dad did various jobs when he wasn't working his full time job. My mom was always cleaning the house because we would get kicked out if it were the least bit messy and they could come over and check it at any time they wanted, we were on the georgia ridge constantly on saturdays working. mom would work in the mail room and dad would work wherever they needed help. My sisters at fourteen though did move in to the foundation, my sister Chris Rogers, Theresa Armstrong and Pam Armstrong. Chris and Theresa were very rebellious and moved from family to family until they were about sixteen then they were both kicked out. Pam was the good one and never left until the Georgia Ridge raid then they were still affiliated for a few years after. My sister Theresa begged after she turned eighteen to move back in and they moved her to Nashiville, Tn to work at The Store. She met Russel Partosan who was almost my dad's age and married him. She got out after they had Rochelle and they divorced. She has some wild stories to tell about things that happened in Nashville. BTW she lives in Nevada now and is married to Peter Levin, Holly's brother! They are happy and living foundation free! So lucky the ones that are!
I remember not being able to watch the Smurfs(the little blue guys and one girl) because Tony made us kids call him Papa Tony and he didn't like being compared to papa smurf who ran the whole gathering of the smurfs. Imagine that. Didn't want to be compared to a little blue leader. haha.
The church we attend now belives in Hell because its in the bible but we don't ever hear "your going to hell for that" because we concentrate more on repentance than hell fire and brimstone and I love that. We care about our families and take responsibilities for our bodies, keeping them holy and clean. The ear piercing thing, I knew when Becca L moved out of the foundation the first thing she did was got her ears pierced. That poor girl wanted that more than gold! And i'm happy that she got to experience life and that she made it to where she is today. I am very proud of Becca. I didn't spend my teenage years there, thank Heavenly Father, but for every impure though I had and any impurness that I did I was so scared that I was going to hell because of the words I remember from when I was eight years old. I do believe that anyone who spent more than a week in the place probably needs some major psych help! BTW that's my major so in a couple of years maybe I can actually help some of them!

princess_crow (princess_crow)
10-29-2005, 02:37 AM
You know, I have to say - smitty is it? I am not sure if you even remember me - but I am Oscar's oldest daughter. But, we were you the one who started this? My sister and I were talking about this the other day - this site is kinda addicting.
For those of you who don't know... were 'visiting Christians' for a few years and then we moved into the church. I may have been only 7, but I remember some of those church services like they were yesterday! I, with my two sisters and brother, grew up in the 'foundation' and I have to say, I only remember the good things until around '87. I had several awesome experiences as a child. I was healed from scoliosis - I left the doctors' office with them shaking their heads wondering what the hell happened to the girl who had to wear a brace for 10 years. Her spine is in better condition than the average human. And I have actually seen angels up close and personal.
But then, things started happening, and all of sudden Tony's messages changed. What the Bible said today, was suddenly different then what it said yesterday. I started realizing things just weren't right. I remember on my 16th birthday, I received a birthday card from a brother on 'tree crew' who said the Lord said he was suppose to marry me. The thing that killed me - he was 3 years older than my dad, and was like an uncle to us. He would come over to our house for Thanksgiving and Christmas and then he wanted me to be his wife! Now, that totally creeped me out. I believe I was sure damned to hell because I said NO - I did not want to marry him, however it was never brought up again.
After reading all of these posts - it totally {don't even know the words to express} astounds me! We left in '91 after our home was invaded by the FBI, but we had a place to go and family to help us. And I thank God everyday for that! But it broke our hearts that our best friends were still there. Several of our friends have left and we are in extreme close contact with them even today, but we still think and pray for those left behind. It amazes me that people are still around this monster and can still defend him.
Don't let me fool you, though. I may not have even come close to what these other girls have gone through, but believe me -- the psychological problems have been with me this entire time!
Chris, I was reading what you were saying about sex. You know - I have been terrified of men for the past 14 years! And I mean that in EVERY sense of the word. I was scared to even talk to the opposite sex. I have a self esteem issue like no one would ever believe. But, let me tell you - I hid it very well. I convinced myself that I was not good enough to get married, that someone would never want to be with me. And my God, if a man were to come within an inch of me - I ran for cover. I just pretty much convinced myself that I would be single for the rest of my life, and men were evil!
Then I got brave - after much praying and asking God for the strength - I stepped out of my concrete shell and slowly started putting my foot out there. And you know, God has brought me to someone who not only loves me, but somehow managed to tear down those anti-trust barriers around my heart and soul! He treats me like a princess and cares about me very much - and yet, no matter how much I try to explain the church to him, he will NEVER understand what I {we} went through. Let alone the misery all of you have gone through! Again, I'm not even going to try to compare.
But, now that I have said my peace - I thank whomever started this! It kinda makes you feel good to air out those thoughts and feelings that have been bottled up for so long. Not one of my {worldly} friends today know anything about the church. To me that is in the past. Yes, I had great times, and I had awful times - but to me, my real life started at 19 when I was forced into a world I was not ready to live in, because I had been secluded for so long! But I am alive today - and I am truly blessed. We have a very close family - and God has blessed us all so much.
So to those TA spies reading this I would like to say - God is everywhere - not 'just near Tony' like we were lead to believe. I ask that you please tell TA that the Gamez family is doing better than ever! And I know he hates to be wrong, but we are not being punished for leaving the church, but blessed immensely! Please tell him I, personnaly, want to thank him from the bottom of my heart, for kicking my dad out of the foundation when he did! Because this helped us so much when we were forced to leave our own home, at 7:00 on a cold morning! And please tell him for me {should I stop now, I know he is such an old man, I don't want him to get to overwhelmed and keel over with a heart attack or anything} But please tell him, I wish him well. WHY!?!? Because, I am no longer bitter. The Lord has helped me rid of all the hatred I had for him. I know and truly believe God has a very warm place waiting for him on the other side, and from what he personally taught me, the Lord said venegence is HIS! So, in case you haven't skipped over this extremely long message - thanks for reading http://www.factnet.org/discus/clipart/happy.gif

smitty (smitty)
10-29-2005, 04:03 PM
Yup. I was theh one who put up the first post.I totaly forgot about it since there was no answer for about a year. Susie G. clued me in about it early this month. I'm sorry princess, I'm afraid I don't remember you. Your dad is Oscar Lerma, right? I do remember him as well as Javier Gamez. Both great guys.

princess_crow (princess_crow)
10-29-2005, 04:05 PM
Nope, that was Oscar Gamez. I just remember you and MR Dale Garris were together, right?

smitty (smitty)
10-29-2005, 04:14 PM
Oops! I always thought is name was Javier. Yeas Gale Garris worked in the Office with me as well as Tom Alford, Steve King, Richard Ondersiek, Annie Mac, and Jim Lamberson. Mostly the Older Brothers would just blow thru (Larry LaRoche, Ed Mick, Norman K. and Tommy Scarcello) and drop stuff in our lap that Tony wanted done. Surprizingly, none of them ever stuck around to help us actualy DO any of it. They were mostly busy acting as Tony's Gauleiters.The more I think on it, the more I think Tony actualy modeled the Foundation on the Third Reich
Sorry for going on like this, it just popped into my head at the time.

havebrainwilltravel (havebrainwilltravel)
10-29-2005, 04:18 PM
Rosie-
Thanks for all you have said. You are so brave to write what you really think and feel. And those thoughts are quite justified. Tony invaded our innmost everything and tried to chenge who we were to be like him. All those good things that happened were because of God, not Tony. Unfortunately, Tony forgot that, and that is why he is where he is.
He used to sing "To God be the Glory." I think he envisioned us all thinking "to Tony be the glory." And many of us did. Bravo to those who had enough ego to say
"Now wait a minute...."
Have Brain
Tami

beccasue1975 (beccasue1975)
10-30-2005, 04:08 AM
Rosie,
It has been sooo long!
Great to hear all about what God has done in your life.
I love it! Sounds so familiar!

IM me sometime on Yahoo (BeccaSue226) or AOL (BeccaSue1975)

Love ya,
Bec

moonflower (moonflower)
11-01-2005, 10:00 PM
In light of everything that is being said on this message board, the Lord keeps bringing this scripture to my mind. (No, Tony didn’t remind me of this scripture like you are probably going to say. I talk to the Lord myself, and believe me, I’ve talked to him about you people.)

“Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for My sake. Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in Heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you” (Matt. 5:11-12). “Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! For so did their fathers to the false prophets.”

You people will be some of the very ones that will be sending gifts to each other when the two witnesses are dead, lying in the streets for three days. You’ll be sending the gifts because they tormented you so much with the truth of the Word of God. I’m sure you would be so happy if something would happen to Pastor Alamo, but remember there’s nothing you can do until he has accomplished everything the Lord has for him to accomplish. Even then, remember, you won’t keep him down for long, just a few days. Then you know what happens next. Praise God for the victory we have in Jesus Christ! We win remember!

Misheal

bill_l (bill_l)
11-01-2005, 10:55 PM
Thanx for the blessing you little lying reprobate. after 19 years you come up with this molestation story hahahaha what a joke why didn't you include it in his first Bill Levy tract. or was it too hard to explain that someone you called a homo murderer could be interested in a little girl like yourself it takes a special pervert like your old man Bernie. tell me does his 70+ year old pubes get stuck in your teeth. have a nice day you little witch or is that bietch

ivy (ivy)
11-02-2005, 01:52 AM
Bill Levy,
You are a good example of what kind of sick reprobate one can become once they have turned their back on the Lord. You can insult Susie all you want, she was a beautiful lady and now she is even more beautiful in the Kingdom of God. A place that you will NEVER SEE!! If you want to see ugly go look in the mirror and you will see enough to last you a life time. YOU SICK OLD MISERABLE DOG. Keep on growling, and get used to it, because that is what you will be doing for eternity. Never ending, forever weeping and knashing on teeth. Before you go to bed remember FOREVER WEEPING AND KNASHING ON TEETH.

rattlesnake (rattlesnake)
11-02-2005, 02:08 AM
Very Christian!!!!

christophr19 (christophr19)
11-03-2005, 04:46 PM
there’s nothing you can do until he has accomplished everything the Lord has for him to accomplish. Even then, remember, you won’t keep him down for long, just a few days. Then you know what happens next. Praise God for the victory we have in Jesus Christ! We win remember!...........
really? So if tony is one of the 2 witnesses, that would make susie the other, right? So what do you think susie will say to tony about his behaviour, his new doctrine, his mutiple wives, etc.... You know what susie would do? She would slap him(tony aka bernie) upside the head and say repent you little pervert!

jewels81475 (jewels81475)
11-04-2005, 04:09 PM
Ivy do you not realize that you are sinning everytime you tell someone their going to hell? Who are you to judge? I don't believe you hung on that cross, beaten to a bloody pulp for hours until dying. Jesus did that for all of us, can you imagine that being your son (although your too young and immature for children) or your brother? It brings true tears to my eyes when I think about what he went through just so we could have eternal life. I feel so sorry for you and everyone else who is worshipping Tony instead of Heavenly Father because they are the ones who should be in great fear for the day when they stand before Jesus Christ and have to tell him, yeah I fornicated with Tony, or yeah I allowed Tony to molest and beat my child because he said it was what you wanted. Do you truly think Jesus and Heavenly Father want that? Do you really think God is sitting up there saying oh yeah, it's okay to beat and molest my children because Tony is the true prophet of the world and what he says is fine. Or maybe you think God follows Tony rather than Tony following God, maybe that's it! Yeah this sounds stupid, I realize, and so does everything that post sweetheart. Search your heart, search your soul and listen to what God tells you without the consult of Tony and I think your in for quite an awakening. I pray for you and all the others nightly, and I pray for all those who have been there before you and gone through the truths that we speak on this board, and I thank my father in Heaven constantly that I did not have to go through the things that they did.
Julie Armstrong

smitty (smitty)
11-04-2005, 04:41 PM
Posted on Friday, November 04, 2005 - 10:19 am:

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Being somewhat klutzy w/ the computer, I can't seem to contact the Moderators of these threads. Would someone else who can PLEASE get ahold of them and get this crap cleaned up.

rattlesnake (rattlesnake)
11-05-2005, 01:16 AM
I am sure that even God is cringing at this so called Christian language and behaviour that you alamo supporters use.
Probably even Tony would be disappointed in you because for an outsider to sit and read all of this, they would definately not believe that a leader who allowed his followers to speak and behave in such an outrageous and rude manner would be a leader led by God.

All the time that you spend trying to convince outsiders how righteous and godly Tony Alamo is, is blown to bits by all your nasty posts.

Seriously think about it from a mature point of view if you will. The Alamo supporters are the ones trying to prove that Tony is led by God and that everyone else is just trying to destroy Tony, for whatever reason.

If you, alamo supporters, had never heard of Tony Alamo, and you were seriously trying to get some sort of answers about whether or not he was truly led by God, would you find what you are saying very convincing?

I know you will come back at me with something rude, at this point I expect nothing less, but I think that if you really search your heart, deep down you know this is true.

If you truly believe that Tony is who you think he is, then do you not think that he is capable of defending himself?

And if you are truly worried about someone getting turned off from following Tony because of what the non-supporters are saying, consider this: If Tony really is chosen by God and God wanted to choose someone to be a follower of Him through Tony, do you not have enough confidence in God to see his will be done regardless of what is said on here?

Why don't you let God and Tony fight this battle instead of coming on here and making Tony and his ministry look like such an unattractive ministry?

Please really give this some consideration. Right now things don't look too attractive and as a "mostly" outsider, I have to tell you ... they ain't getting any better.

moonflower (moonflower)
11-10-2005, 05:26 PM
This is Misheal again. Rebecca, first of all, the things I stated are very personal. Things I never even told my mom because I was too ashamed. I just never went back to your house after that. Your dad used to always ask me in front of people, Why dont you come over anymore? I hated him, because he knew why I wasnt coming over anymore. I didnt even want to post it, but I couldnt sit back and watch Pastor Alamo be accused of such vile things, by people such as your dad, when I knew the only ones I had ever seen do those things were your dad and mine. You so quickly shoot them down as lies when you really have no idea. You just dont want to believe it. If you really believe that Pastor Alamo just sat and thought up those incidents and had me write them (which I dont believe you really think that. I think you just said that because that was the only way you could really defend your dad because again, you dont have any idea.) How would Pastor Alamo have known that I used to go to your house and we used to lay in his bed watching TV till late? If Pastor Alamo had made something like that up and made me write it, I would leave the church. I would have no respect for him. As far as the incidents with my dad, you have no place saying anything about that. You werent there. My dad and my sisters were there, and they havent denied it. (Even if they did it is still true. Im not making it up. If I was going to make something up, which I would never do, but common sense would tell you I wouldnt make it up about my own dad).

As far as your version of why your dad left. I have never in all my life heard of Tony making people go sleep in missions, especially people that are out distributing the literature. We currently have witnessing crews that go all over the United States every week, and an enormous amounts of money is spent putting them up in the finest of hotels and paying for them to eat at very nice restaurants because Tony doesnt want them having to eat at fast food places unless they choose to. (There he is again caring about their health. He cares for people usually more than they care for themselves). And the people who go out witnessing volunteer to go because they love going. So I have to believe you were given a lying version of what went on from your dad, and you choose to believe him, just as you choose not to believe me. Thats your decision. I cant help that. I didnt figure you would want to believe it anyway. But that doesnt change the fact that its the truth.

helives (helives)
11-10-2005, 08:25 PM
Mishael
can you answer some of the tough questions that have been asked on this board. Most of the questions require a yes or no answer. So see if you are up to telling the truth. All you have to do is type yes or no!

1. Did the children get beaten by tony's command on Georgia ridge at the spec house?
(let me remind you - I was there and so were you - I saw you. didn't you getspanked with the board of education too?)

2. Are you or have you ever been 1 of Tony's wives, concubines or sex partners, or whatever he calls it?

3. Weren't you married to Kenya before Tony kicked him out and took you for his whatever he calls you?

4. Has your son ever been hit, shoved, pushed, tapped - whatever word you use instead of abused, by Tony?

5. Have you ever been abused (hit,shoved,pushed or whatever words you use to describe abuse) by Tony

6. Are Jeannie, Lizzy, Angel, Lydia and Sharon a few of Tony's many wives, concubines, sex partners or whatever words you all use to describe sleeping, kissing, laying with Tony?
Yes or No is the only required answer for this question

Anyone reading this board would like to see truthful answers to these few questions. Just yes or no.

Remember we already know the answers to these questions. Be honest, at least to yourself!

Lorrie loves you so much, and Nfly stated that you and Jennifer love her and miss her. So if you are so free - give her a call, even if it is to preach the gospel to her and win her back to Christ. Call her - she loves you and would never hurt you.

holdol27 (holdol27)
11-11-2005, 01:49 AM
no-stalking............u must be beating info out of jeannette cause i knew she wasn't free to write whatever whenever.......only she would know about the dollhouse and the bunkbed but only u horrible people would add the other crap!u will rot in hell

holdol27 (holdol27)
11-11-2005, 01:50 AM
oh by the way jeanette i live about 30 min. from u...........come see me if u really have the freedom u say u do.........

christophr19 (christophr19)
12-04-2005, 08:25 PM
---Also, re this infatuation of Christopher Currys: Everyone in the church knew Christopher Curry was the biggest nerd, very borderline homosexual, and that I was in no way interested in him and would have never accepted his proposal anyway.---posted by no stalking.
Lets see....a couple of questions.
1st. Define borderline homosexual. Because Homosexuality is (as I know the definition) the act and idea of liking a person of the same sex.
And Jeannie was DEFINITELY not a boy! What was it about me that was sooo homo??
2nd. I liked the same girl (in relative silence) from kindergarten till 12th grade. I don't think anyone but my closest friends and my parents even knew. My cousin, who was Jeannie's best friend told that she didn't remember ever knowing about it. And I never told Jeannie about it, I only told phoney A-lame-O that I had a dream about her. Did not even get the chance to tell him what it was about. So phoney, I know that no stalker and the rest are you.
so what else you got? bring it windbag!
oh and my parents were right, you are Long winded!

safenowinspite (safenowinspite)
12-05-2005, 06:24 PM
lol Jeannie huh.....I dont think so.

holdol27 (holdol27)
12-06-2005, 01:21 AM
safenowinspite--- different screennames have been on here posing as jeannette and i know its not her but one of the posts awhile back was influenced by something she may have said or told or maybe they just used personal info about she and i to make everyone on here believe it was her..........it wasn't...........what creeps huh?