dancer (dancer)
04-19-2005, 01:15 AM
I have seen some pretty ugly things of late and back to the days of my experiance with GGWO.
I had hoped and prayed that a settlement would come with my wife so that I wuld be able to see the kids in a fashion I could deal with.
It was turned down. Within minutes of being told that I had three doctors side with me on considerations I had about my state of mind. This after looking at information for the last 20 years of my life.
I have come out of a depression that has had a hold on me for some time, and I can only describe it as nothing short of wonderful. I am not suggesting I don't feel bad now and then but slowly some changes in my life has had a real impact on my day to day.
My doctor after reviewing years and years of my records said there just isn't any thing here to suggest you are a dangerous person. Most everthing said about you, and quoted about you is the opposite of the daignosis of you. Your nature in fact is to be a peacemaker not somebody who actually produces violence. He later encouraged me by saying he believes a person who has an area of expertise can show that I was provoked to anger and if anything it was not me who was the violent one. But rather people are suppose to be peaceful ministers actually cornered me.
Then an FBI agent called me. I won't get into that but I will say somebody has enough to make something stick hard. There seems to be plently of information to show something happened to a child.
I really don't know much about how secure the walls are at Moravia Park drive. But if Berlin is a hint I watch out for a coocoo egg to drop. Thats a little stealth talk for geeks.
People cannnot always hurt people and get away with it. There is about to be 5 lawyers investigating GGWO as a result of what will happen with my family. 2 Of them hired by my state for my children. Something I have no control over. I realized this and thought myself. Imagine that a party is going to be involved who has the best interest of the child as their agenda.
I spoke to Rick Ross today and I spoke to another group. The legal documents online could feel a room. I will not get what I want with my children and my wife. It is hard to accept. I am very sad over it. But knowing there are so many investigations going on makes me feel a lot better.
I may have to wait to see my kids for a while but it is ok. God has got some pretty incredible things going on. This might be a darn good nail in a coffin, one I never saw coming. But to know it will only cost me what I have spent plus the fee's for my kids lawyer via the court I couldn't be happier. They have the kids best interest at heart.
To me that is great. Not for just my kids but for others.
I dearly miss my wife. I now know I have lost most likely for good because she doesn't want me anymore she says. But I think when my kids hear from people who only want whats best for them read and hear from past experainces I've seen already God will work this out.
Hang on tight.
Help one another. People here have help me have some sense of hope. That keeps you going.
Neil Carrick
I had hoped and prayed that a settlement would come with my wife so that I wuld be able to see the kids in a fashion I could deal with.
It was turned down. Within minutes of being told that I had three doctors side with me on considerations I had about my state of mind. This after looking at information for the last 20 years of my life.
I have come out of a depression that has had a hold on me for some time, and I can only describe it as nothing short of wonderful. I am not suggesting I don't feel bad now and then but slowly some changes in my life has had a real impact on my day to day.
My doctor after reviewing years and years of my records said there just isn't any thing here to suggest you are a dangerous person. Most everthing said about you, and quoted about you is the opposite of the daignosis of you. Your nature in fact is to be a peacemaker not somebody who actually produces violence. He later encouraged me by saying he believes a person who has an area of expertise can show that I was provoked to anger and if anything it was not me who was the violent one. But rather people are suppose to be peaceful ministers actually cornered me.
Then an FBI agent called me. I won't get into that but I will say somebody has enough to make something stick hard. There seems to be plently of information to show something happened to a child.
I really don't know much about how secure the walls are at Moravia Park drive. But if Berlin is a hint I watch out for a coocoo egg to drop. Thats a little stealth talk for geeks.
People cannnot always hurt people and get away with it. There is about to be 5 lawyers investigating GGWO as a result of what will happen with my family. 2 Of them hired by my state for my children. Something I have no control over. I realized this and thought myself. Imagine that a party is going to be involved who has the best interest of the child as their agenda.
I spoke to Rick Ross today and I spoke to another group. The legal documents online could feel a room. I will not get what I want with my children and my wife. It is hard to accept. I am very sad over it. But knowing there are so many investigations going on makes me feel a lot better.
I may have to wait to see my kids for a while but it is ok. God has got some pretty incredible things going on. This might be a darn good nail in a coffin, one I never saw coming. But to know it will only cost me what I have spent plus the fee's for my kids lawyer via the court I couldn't be happier. They have the kids best interest at heart.
To me that is great. Not for just my kids but for others.
I dearly miss my wife. I now know I have lost most likely for good because she doesn't want me anymore she says. But I think when my kids hear from people who only want whats best for them read and hear from past experainces I've seen already God will work this out.
Hang on tight.
Help one another. People here have help me have some sense of hope. That keeps you going.
Neil Carrick