Weird

[ncarrick (ncarrick)]

After I got home today from one of my least favorite places about 20 minutes into being home 2 cops showed up because thought I was suicidal.

Guys I am not suicidal. If I was there are certain people I would be calling and they know who there are. I am doing ok mentally.

My body is not so great. It shows. I am 30 pounds lighter and don't look to swell.

I have had three illnesses thrown at me, and frankly none of them were mental. I been trying to just keep up and pray that somehow my fam\ily comes back together.

I am sick of hospitals. But I have a funny feeling its not over. They are pretty sure they know what I have now, and frankly I am just going to have to ride out the storm.

I will post some pictures of how swell I looked in the hospital later on tonight. I got to go pick up a check so I can pay some bills.

BTW if you do see me in the pictures or in real life, imagine that what I got was wrapped up in my spine and you can't get it by being the same room with me.

Take Care Guys,

Neil Carrick

[ncarrick (ncarrick)]

Look even I have a sense of humor when I am sick!

http://www.graceways.org/gallery/view_album.php?set_albumName=album03

3 little pictures of a day in the life of a geek. OK 3 pictures of a geek in a hospital. I dare not bore you with the rest.

The spaghatti was not fun to smell. Who cooks that stuff? Skunks??

Have a nice night guys.

Neil

[ralphwells (ralphwells)]

Neil - I am sure glad you still have your "warped" sense of humor. http://www.factnet.org/discus/clipart/lol.gif Love you Bro.

[ncarrick (ncarrick)]

Ralph after Sunday i will be putting pictures and video's of keri and I only a few days before she left. I will have a few pictures that were taken less than 48 hours before she left, and then 3 video's from the week before.

I have been editing them the last couple of days. the video i got right now has no good sound so I am working on it. I really want to get the video sound because it has us discussing certain people and situations in our life. Some we were thankful we coming to a change.

I think people will find the photo's and video very telling that we did love each other.

Neil carrick

[carlota (carlota)]

Neil,

<font color="ff0000">I think people will find the photo's and video very telling that we did love each other.

</font>I realize you are going through a rough time, but this is not a courtroom, and we are not lawyers. You do not have to prove anything to anyone here, and I don't believe anyone here will stand in judgement of you.

I wish you a speedy recovery from your illnesses. I had shingles when I was in college, right around finals time. It is painful and annoying and downright awful, but it will go away. Take care of yourself, get lots of rest, eat well and try to find peace.

Carlota

[ncarrick (ncarrick)]

Carlota,

I realize that this is not a courtroom by people do judge here and elsewhere.

I think I should be fair to my wife and those who know her. She is very sweet and great mom. But things are not going to be easy when mud gets thrown with GGWO.

I want no fight with GGWO. But after what took place 4 years ago I have to put up one.

BTW My shingles is pretty good now. I was not fun.

[carlota (carlota)]

Hi Neil,

Yes, I realize that none of us are perfect and try as we may, it is sometimes difficult to withhold judgement. Still, I believe that the majority of people here (at least those I have come in contact with) are looking for peace and have no interest in incriminating you or anyone else.

No matter how much you have shared and continue to share your personal struggles with people here, only you and your immediate family can honestly know the truth of your situations.

You can't control the way others think or feel about you or your situation and sometimes, the more you try to the more you actually lose control of everything.

Stay focused on what matters: Your life right now, your health, your family.

I am glad your shingles are healing. Ugh, it's pretty awful isn't it? I'd always thought it was just a little rash type thing, no big deal....that was until I got it. It's a pretty big deal and wiped me out thoroughly. Stay on the mend. Be well.

Carlota