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sayonara
New member
Username: sayonara
Post Number: 1
Registered: 12-2006
Posted From: 71.71.80.72
| | Posted on Sunday, December 31, 2006 - 12:57 pm: | 
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I AM A VICTIM OF ABUSE SEXUAL AS WELL AS MENTAL .THERE HAS BEEN MUCH EVIL HAPPINGS COMING FROM MEMBERS OF SOME OF THE FACILITYS I HAVE ATTENED SUCH AS THE FIRST CHURCH I EVER ATTENED WHERE I WAS A FAITHFUL ATTENDER FOR 9YRS. THIS CHURCH WAS GOOD UNTIL I STARTED RECIEVING SOME SPRITUAL EXPERIENCE FROM SOME OF THE MEMBERS THAT OPENED MY MINE TO NEW THINGS ABOUT THE CHURCH. THERE WAS A PERVERT IN THE CHURCH STALKING ME IN MY HOME AS WELL AS SEXUALLY MAKING HIMSELF AT HOME IN MY SPRIT.THE FIRST TIME I WAS ATTACKED BY HIM HE WAS IN MY KITCHEN AND IT MADE ME STOP AND TAKE BABY STEPS FROM THAT DAY FORT. I KEPT MY EYES ON THIS MAN FROM THAT DAY.I REALIZED THAT WHEN THE SERVICES WERE OVER THIS MAN WAS MAKING HIS WAY TO MY FACENITY TO PLACE HIMSELF IN MY SPRIT. AND ONE DAY I WANTED TO MAKE SURE THAT I WAS RIGHT. SO I WATCHED HIM AND WHEN THE SERVICE WAS OVER I WENT TO MY PASTOR TO SAY GOODBYE AND REALIZED THAT THIS MAN WAS WAITNG FOR ME TO COME TOWARDS HIM. SO I STARTED TOWARDS THE OTHER THE WAY AND WATCHED HE STARTED TOWARDS THE SAME DIRECTION SO I STOPED AND HE STOPED.SO I WAITED AND I DIDNT GO TOWARDS HIM SO IT LOOKED LIKE HE LEFT. SO I SAID GOOD. BUT TO MY SUPRISE THIS MAN DID NOT LEAVE AND CAME IN THE CHURCH AS I WAS LEAVING JUST TO HUG ME.FROM THAT DAY AFTE I STARTED PICKING OTHER THINGS THERE WAS NOT JUST HIM DOING THIS BUT A GIRL AND SOME OTHERS. NOW MIND YOU AT THIS TIME I HAD BEEN FEELING SEXUAL ACTIVIES THAT I COULD NOT EXPLAIN AND I REALLY COULDNT SEE WHO EXACTLLY WAS DOING IT BUT BECAME OBSERVANT WHEN IT WAS TIME FOR BIBLE STUDY THERE WERE SOME THAT HAD THIS LOOK OF MISCHEVOUSNESS ON THEIR FACE AND MIND YOU I STILL INCAPABLE OF THE PRACTICE WAS LIKE A SITTING DUCK FOR ANY TYPE OF ACTIVITY . I KEPT GOING AND I KEPT READING MY WORD AT THIS TIME LUST WAS BREAKING MY HEART AND I STARTED FEELING OVERWELMED TO SEE MY PASTOR, JUST TO HAVE HIM TOUCH ME,I FELT HE KNEW EVERYTHING. BUT I HAD TO BEEN UNDER SOME SORT OF CONTROL BECAUSE I NEVER EXPERENCED THAT BEFORE.SO IT GETS MUCH BETTER I DID NOT DEWELL ON THE STALKER BUT CONTINUED TO READ AND GROW AND I STARTED FEELING THE HOLY GHOSTTAKE OVER AND I WAS A PRAYER MEETING AND I SAW THIS GREAT LIGHT WHILE I WAS PRAYING AND I TOLD MY PASTOR HE SAID THERE WAS NO GREAT LIGHT. SO THE NEXT TIME I EXPERENCED SOMETHING I DIDNT TELL HIM.AND THE MOST OF ALL THIS I KEPT READING THE WORD I KEPT GOING BACK TO THE SAME SCRIPTURES EVERYTIME I OPENED THE BOOK AND I SAID THAT GOD MUST BE TRING TO COMUNICATE TO ME WHAT WAS HE SAYING.MUCH LESS TO SAY MY MARRIAGE WAS NOT GOING TO GOOD MY HUSBAND WAS NOT IN CHURCH AND I HAD EXPERENCED THE HOLY SPRIT AND HE DID NOT UNDERSTAND ME AT ALL. THERE HAD BEEN A CHANGE AND A REVRENCE FOR GOD .YET THE ARGUEMENTS DID NOT STOP BUT I TRIED TO AS MUCH NOT TO RELATE ON A NATUAL LEVEL. SO WE BROKE UP AFTER HAVING A FIGHT.I DONT KNOW IF TO THIS DAY THAT,THAT HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH BECAUSE I DID SEE HIM IN MY HOME AND EVERYTIME MY PASTOR WOULD GO OUT OF TOWN MY HOUSE WOULD BE IN AN UPROAR AND I COULD NOT UNDERSTAND IT. I HAVE SEEN THIS MANS CHILD IN MY 3YR OLDS SPRIT AND COULD NOT UNDERSTAND HOW THIS WAS DONE BUT IT WAS DONE.I HAVE REASON TO BELEAVE THAT THE REASON FOR MY SEPERATION WAS SO HE WOULD HAVE MY SON AND COULD TORMENT SEXUALLY MOLEST HIM IN THE SPRIT. WITH HIS FALSE ACCULT PRACTICES OR SUPPRESSED PERSON SINDROM. THERE IS MUCH TO TELL. THIS HAS GOTTEN MUCH WORSE ITS ALMOST 15YRS NOW AND I RECEAVING WORSE THAN YESTERDAY THAT WOULD MAKE WANT TO DISTROY .HOW WOULD ANYONE WANT TO WALK IN MY SHOES SEXUALLY HARRASSED BY LESBEIANS AND PERVERTS BUT WE SEND OUR LOVING LITTLE FAMLYS TO THESE PLACES AND TRUST IN THEM WE LET LAY THEIR FILTH IN UR LIVES AND MIDE THIS IS NOT ALL CHURCHES BUT I TELL YOU MORE LATER |
sayonara
New member
Username: sayonara
Post Number: 2
Registered: 12-2006
Posted From: 71.71.80.72
| | Posted on Sunday, December 31, 2006 - 1:07 pm: |
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NO ONE ON THIS PLANIT COULD NOT TELL ME THAT GOD ISNT REAL AND THAT SATIN HAS HIS IMPS WAITING TO EXHALE AND MAKE HIS WORD OF NO EFFECT.BUT WHAT DID JESUS DO HE KEPT PRAYING KEPT READING AND WAS STILL PERSICUTTED. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS TRANSFER OF SPRITS IT SHOULD NOT BE PRACTICED IT IS NOT IN THE WORD AND SHOULD NOT BE PRACTICED NOR SHOULD SEX IN THE SPRIT. OR CHILD ABUSE OR ANY MENTAL RETARDATION OF SUCH.THE HOLY SPRIT IS SO MIS USED AND MISUNDERSTOOD BECAUSE OF BAD HABITS THATS BEEN PASSED ON FROM THE LEADERSHIPS AND NO ONE IS REALLY READY FOR THE STAND BECAUSE THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT NEED TO BE EXCEPTED.AND AS SOON AS YOU START WALKING AGAINST THE GRAIN THATS WHEN YOU WILL GET SOME REVALATION THE WAY IS IN ALL OF US IS RIDING YOUR SELF OF FALSE DATA AND INFILLING IN THE MIND OF THE LORD. |
sayonara
New member
Username: sayonara
Post Number: 3
Registered: 12-2006
Posted From: 71.71.80.72
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WHERE DO WE GET THESE PEOPLE FROM THERE IS SO MUCH ANGER IN THE SPRIT TOWARDS ME FROM PEOPLE WHOM I DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH AND WHOM I DO NOT KNOW I HAVE REASON TO BELEAVE THEY ARE TRING TO KILL ME FOR THE TRUTH AS WELL AS NOT WANTING THIS ACTIVITY TO BE KNOWN.YESS I AM A VICTIM AND THE PERSON WHOM HAVE ATTACKED ME ARE GROWN AND OUT OF ORDER . YOU CAN NOT SUPPRESS INNOCENT PEOPLES LIVES . YOU CAN NOT FORCE YOUR PRACTICES ON PEOPLE.YOU CAN NOT RAPE PEOPLE. YOU CAN NOT KILL THE INNOCENT BECAUSE OF JEALOUSE. YOU CANOT THESE ARE CRIMES. AND SHOULD BE HANDLED AS SUCH.HOW CAN A MAN MAKE A POSESION OF YOU WE ARE FREE TO LIVE MOVE AND HAVE OUR BEING I DONT NEED NO ONES PERMISSISON TO LIVE. THESE LEADERSHIP HAS SECRETS THAT ARE NOT SECRETS GODS EYES ARE AS THE EAGLE AS WELL AS HIS HANDS ARE TO BIG.THE FACITIES THAT I HAVE VISITED THAT ARE OUT OF CONTROL ARE CITY OF PRAISE,AHOSKIE N.C./BETHEL TEMPLE,PORTSMOUTH VA./ FULL HARVEST ,TORRANCE CA.NOTHING BUT CULTS IN THE MAKING, HERE WE HAVE THIS WOMAN IN THE CHURCH OF CITY OF PRAISE THAT WANTS TO FIGHT AND PERSICUTE WHOM HAS I REALLY DONT KNOW AND THE REASON SOME ONE ELSES MAN AND SHE IS A PASTORS WIFE.AND THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE JOINED HANDS ARE FROM MISSIPPI ,MARYLAND,AS WELL AS CA.IS THIS DISCORD. OR JUST ANTI SOCIAL GROUP TRING TO DEFAME AND BREAK DOWN.TO EXALT THEMSELVES FOR MONEY.WHATS THE PURPOSE OF THIS HARRASSMENT. ITS UNFRUITFUL UNHOLY BUT YET THEY PROTRAY TO HAVE A GIFT OF AVANGELISTIC MINSTRY.YOU CANT GET GOOD OUT OF EVIL PRACTICES.AND SHOULD NOT CALL YOURSELVES SPRITUAL IF YOUR HARMING PEOPLE AND USING GODS SPRIT RELM TO PERVERT THE GOSPLE HE WAS AND IS HOLY. AND NON OF THIS IS IN THE BOOK EXCEPT WHERE HE HAD TO CAST THE DEMON OUT NOT PUT THE DEMON IN. SO WHOS THE LEADER YOU OR GOD AND WHOS VOICE WILL YOU FOLLOW. SOME HAS FOLLOWED THE SPRIT OF WANTING TO BE POWERFUL AND HAS BECOME POWERLESS BECAUSE THEY WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO FIGHT IN BATTLE FOR THE LORD BECAUSE THEIR ON THE DEVILS SIDE. SO WHAT HELP WOULD THEY BE MISUNDERSTANDINS AND NOT ENOUGH JESUS WHEN YOU MAKE YOUSELF A GOD THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS NEVER THINK SO HIGHLY OF YOURSELFS. CAUSE IT WILL BRING YOU TO SHAME. ADULTS THAT AND WHOM HAS NO SUBSTANCE.THEIR FRUITS ARE ROTTENING. BUT THEIR CHRISTIANS. |
sayonara
New member
Username: sayonara
Post Number: 4
Registered: 12-2006
Posted From: 71.71.80.72
| | Posted on Sunday, December 31, 2006 - 2:19 pm: |
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WELL YOU SHOULD KNOW A LITTE ABOUT ME NOW I HAVE NOT BEEN HERE ON THIS PLANIT VERY LONG AND WOULD LIKE VERY MUCH TO LIVE IN PEACE FOR THE REST OF THE TIME IM HERE THATS WHY I HAVENT MUCH PEOPLE IN MY LIFE SO IF THERE IS ANYONE OUT THERE THAT RELATES LETS JUST SAY ITS GONA BE ALRIGHT. BECAUSE WHEN ONE IS OFFENED THE LORD KNOWS AND HES FEELS ARE INFERMATY AND THIS WILL PASS THE DEVIL HAS NOT WON BUT HAS LOST THIS AND EVERY BATTLE THATS WHY HE IS TRING. I LOVE THE LORD AND HE IS ALL THAT AND SOME AND I DONT HAVE THE EMOTIONS I USED TO AND WHERE I AM IS PROBLE WHERE I SHOULD BE IN MY UNDERSTANDING.IVE BEEN TOLD IF WE DONT EXPERIENCE HOW COULD WE TEACH.BUT THIS WAS NOT ON MY AGENDA. WHO WANTS TO SUFFER WHO WANTS THE TO ABUSED WHO NO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND. ITS NOT NORMAL , IT WAS NOT GOD THAT KILLED JESUS EITHER. IT WAS MAN AND HAS BEEN FROM THE BEGINNING. DISTRUCTIVE, LAZEY, HATEFUL,UNTAMMED. UNTIL PEOPLE START TO FIND THEMSELVES THEN AND ONLY THEN WILL THER BE A HEALING. ALTHOUGH I HAVE STARTED TO HATE NOW BECAUSE SEX IS SOMETHING YOU DONT VIOLATE AS WELL AS MOLEST A CHILD AND FOR ME TO HAVE TO SIT AND WATCH THESE LESBIANS AND PERVERTS DISTROY THE GOOD SPRIT OF GOD THAT I KNOW TO POSSESS IS NOT EASY. IF YOU DIDNT WORK FOR UNDERSTANDING AS WELL AS HIS GLORY HOW CAN YOU TAKE . THERE SHOULD NOT BE ANY FIGHTS WITH PEOPLE OF THE RIGHT UN DERSTANDING HOW CAN YOU PERCEAVE IT |
bear
Advanced Member
Username: bear
Post Number: 709
Registered: 4-2005
Posted From: 24.247.159.231
| | Posted on Sunday, January 07, 2007 - 10:44 pm: |
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You are one messed up person. Most of this stuff is a result of an imbalance in your brain.
I am not sying that to be cute; you really need help. |
fullofquestions
Junior Member
Username: fullofquestions
Post Number: 34
Registered: 1-2007
Posted From: 70.57.32.25
| | Posted on Tuesday, January 09, 2007 - 11:07 pm: |
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Pray for truth and peace. |
fullofquestions
Junior Member
Username: fullofquestions
Post Number: 35
Registered: 1-2007
Posted From: 70.57.32.25
| | Posted on Tuesday, January 09, 2007 - 11:08 pm: |
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All caps hurts my eyes. |