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     alphyn New member Username: alphyn Post Number: 1 Registered: 9-2007 Posted From: 70.55.230.19 |
The Community at Grenville Christian College was not originally connected with the Community of Jesus; rather, it was part of the Berean Fellowship. This Dallas based evangelical group sought to preach the Gospel to “the very last man”. In order to achieve this goal, three forms of endeavour were undertaken: (1) missionaries were sent to Europe and Africa; (2) schools were established to inculcate their particular understanding of the Faith in young people and, thereby, provide a continuous supply of missionaries; and (3) a Christian Television station was established in Dallas, in the expectation that this might expand into a network proclaiming Christ across North America. Evidently, the man, who had been the mastermind behind the establishment of this fellowship, fell into immoral ways. The resulting scandal, combined with a number of financial problems, caused the collapse of this organisation. There are three married couples, who found each other at this time: The Rev’d Charles Farnsworth, and his wife Betty, were part of the Berean Fellowship in Dallas. Although Charles was raised in an Episcopal family in Atlanta, Georgia, his true religious formation took place in the southern Pentecostal tradition. He was ordained as a Pentecostal Minister. The Rev’d George Snure, and his wife Jan, were originally from a small conservative Protestant Church in the Hamilton area of Ontario. He was ordained in that Church. I do not recall the name of that denomination. The Rev’d Alistair Haig, and his wife Mary, were also from Ontario. He was an ordained Minister of the United Church of Canada. He and Mary had been running (rather unsuccessfully) a girls’ school at Stony Brook on Long Island in New York State. The Berean School in Canada was neither financially nor legally a member of the Berean Fellowship; but simply recognised as being associated with it. When this Fellowship broke up in Dallas, all that was necessary was to drop the name “Berean” and adopt the Township name of “Grenville”. A number of the missionaries, who had been stranded abroad, then found their way to the Grenville Christian College. (The property had been purchased in 1969 for $650,000. Formerly, it was “St Mary’s College”—a Roman Catholic Institution run by and for the Redemptorist Order.) The people involved in maintaining the school, both in its Berean and Grenville stages, sought to live in community. The three couples mentioned above were “The Pastors” of that community. Initially, the distinguishing element of their life was their strong involvement in the Charismatic Movement. When God graces any person, or group of people, with an extraordinary manifestation of His love, whether it is in the form of mystical or charismatic experiences, there is the tendency to spiritual pride. This is what happened at Grenville, both individually and corporately. Life within the Community became factious and seems to have been marked with considerable lack of Christian charity. This was relieved only by the long and loud charismatic sessions in the Chapel. Evidently, there was quite a turnover in staff, during this period. Realising that their life in community was not as it should be, and recognising that the Community of Jesus at Orleans on Cape Code was much more stable than their own, the Pastors sought direction from “Mothers” Cay and Judy. | ||
| alphyn New member Username: alphyn Post Number: 2 Registered: 9-2007 Posted From: 70.55.230.19 |
It is important to understand the background and teaching of the Community of Jesus and of the two remarkable women, who founded it. Judy Sorensen and Cay Andersen met at the Episcopal Church of the Holy Spirit on Cape Cod in 1958. Evidently, “Cay’s acute discernment proved to be the perfect balance of Judy’s spiritual enthusiasm” and they soon became prayer partners. Two years later, they began a ministry of joint counselling and teaching. According to some of the literature that they published about themselves: “As their ministry expanded, it changed significantly. Where in the beginning, it had been highlighted by dramatic physical healings and all manner divine manifestations, now it seemed to deepen, to go into the depths of Christ, into the quality of life that brought forth the Fruit of the Spirit—love, peace, patience, kindness, goodness faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.” It was at this point that Al and Mary Haig had their first encounter with these women. In 1962, the Andersen and Sorensen families melded into one. By 1968, they had taken up residence in the Andersen home on Cape Cod. Later, other families, desiring to live the Christian life in community, joined them. On June 1st, 1970, they officially became the Community of Jesus, a non-profit, non-denominational Church. By 1976, there were 80 permanent, or “called”, members of the Community. Most lived under a vow, accepting “Mothers” Cay and Judy as their spiritual directors. In addition, there were a number of young men and women, who had felt called to a ministry of serving in the celibate state. These “brothers” and “sisters” took vows to the Community analogous to the traditional monastic vows of poverty, chastity, and obedience. It is important to note that this Community had no affiliation with the Protestant Episcopal Church. Since Cay and Judy had always been devout Episcopalians, it was their desire that the Chapel services of the Community should be according to the rites of “The Book of Common Prayer”. An Episcopal Priest, Fr Arthur Lane, became the principal Chaplain of the Community. (There were many others, from a variety of denomination affiliations.) Fr Lane, although he had the permission of the local Bishop to function, was canonically “on leave” from his own Diocese. | ||
| alphyn New member Username: alphyn Post Number: 3 Registered: 9-2007 Posted From: 70.55.230.19 |
The teaching of Cay and Judy was based on 1 John 1.6-7: “If we claim to be sharing in his life while we walk in the dark, our words and our lives are a lie; but if we walk in the light as he himself is in the light, then we share together a common life, and we are being cleansed from every sin by the blood of Jesus his Son.” It is only possible to “live in the light”, if the very depths of self are revealed to us—the totality of our sinful nature. The emphasis in this teaching is that it is the whole truth about oneself that sets us free from the bondage of our sinful nature. Having experienced the shock of this truth, we come to the joyful realisation that when Christ died He took our sinfulness to the Cross with him. In order to learn the whole truth about themselves, the members of the Community join together in a number of groups to minister one to another. The regular meeting of these groups is called a “Light Session”. By openly stating their complete reactions to each other at these meetings, it is believed that the Holy Spirit will reveal to them their sinfulness. Learning of one’s sin requires constant vigilance. It is, therefore, the responsibility of every one within the Community to point out sin whenever it appears. This type of immediate “correction” results in acknowledgement of sin and confession. The penitent simply offers up the particular sin to Our Lord in order that he might be “cleansed” in His “blood washing”. This confession is made at the time of the “correction”; it is public, specific, and of course, non-sacramental. When a member of the Community is obstinate in his sin, he may be put on “discipline”. This may be manifested in any one of a number of ways. In each instance, however, some basic element in that person’s life is being broken down. There are three basic sins: “idolatry”, “control”, and “rebellion”. “Idolatry” is simply placing anything or anyone between yourself and God. This has far reaching consequences, which are not clearly defined; for example, at what point does that natural love that a mother feels for her baby become idolatrous? “Control” describes all those situations in which our own will is exhibited as trying to initiate and/or direct any course of action. Before any action, however small or great, may be undertaken, it is necessary to refer the matter to someone else. If they do not have a “check” on it, that is an objection, it may be done. “Rebellion” occurs when one’s own will is preferred to the Will of God. When any of the children of the Community, for example, decided that it is time to leave home and to establish themselves either at university or in a job, their action may be considered to be rebellious. It is not clear how the Will of God is determined in any given situation: is it simply the will of the Mothers? Or, is it the group mind? | ||
| alphyn New member Username: alphyn Post Number: 4 Registered: 9-2007 Posted From: 70.55.230.19 |
In 1973, at the invitation of the Pastors, “Mothers” Cay and Judy visited the Grenville Christian College. Initially, they suggested that two things should be done: the Eucharist should be celebrated on a regular and frequent basis and a prayer Vigil should be established. This was done. The Six Pastors were then invited to spend time at the Community of Jesus. It should be carefully noted that “The Pastors” were not just the three ordained men: Al Haig, George Snure, and Charles Farnsworth. Their wives (Mary, Jan, and Betty respectively) were also “Pastors”. Although these women had quite different personalities, each one of them was a woman of strength. All decisions of “The Pastors”, in the running of the Community at Grenville, had to be unanimous. My observation is that, amongst the couples, the Haigs were the dominant one. Amongst the six “Pastors”, the strongest person was Mary Haig. After spending a number of months as “live-ins” at the Community of Jesus, i.e. subject to all the discipline of that Community without actually being a member of it, the six pastors became full members of that Community, by vowing to accept “Mothers” Cay and Judy as their spiritual directors. Henceforth, no major decision regarding the Community at Grenville would be made without consultation. The members of the Grenville Community were divided into two groups of about 50 each, which separately spent time as “live-ins” at the Community of Jesus. Initially, they were not permitted to become members—only the Pastors had that privilege. Later, this was allowed. Thus, through this contact with the Community of Jesus and the adoption of its teaching and discipline of “Light sessions”, “correction”, and confession, the quality of community life at Grenville began to develop in a positive manner. In order to celebrate the Eucharist, as they had experienced it at Cape Cod, the Pastors approached Canon John Garrett, the Rector of St Peter’s Church in Brockville for copies of “The Book of Common Prayer”. With these books, Anglican services became the norm in the Grenville College Chapel, even though there was no Anglican priest! Al Haig and Charles Farnesworth also made themselves known to the elderly Priest at Maitland, Fr Harrison Flint. After expressing to him their interest in becoming Anglican, he directed them to the local Bishop, Henry Hill, Bishop of Ontario. | ||
| alphyn New member Username: alphyn Post Number: 5 Registered: 9-2007 Posted From: 70.55.230.19 |
In the Summer of 1976, arrangements were made for the Grenville Community to be received into the Anglican Church through the Sacrament of Confirmation. Instruction was given over the 3 month period of June to August at four different levels: (1) The 6 Pastors; (2) “The Life Corps”, consisting of about 25 university aged students; (3) a second group of about 25 adults, who were high school graduates; and (4) a group of 15 teenagers. In the early Fall of 1976, every member of the Grenville Community became an Anglican. Bishop Hill confirmed them in the little Church of St James, in Maitland. It should be clearly noted that Bishop Hill had been given a full description of the teachings of Cay Andersen and Judy Sorensen, which were being implemented at Grenville. He chose to ignore the warning that was given to him. He was not prepared to listen to any criticism of the Grenville Community. For the academic year 1976-1977, a succession of Anglican priests visited the College to celebrate the Anglican Eucharist for the Community and for the resident students. Meanwhile, Al Haig and Charles Farnsworth were joined by Don Spencer-Lee to receive instruction for Ordination in the Anglican Church. During that academic year, they were instructed in Anglican Theology, History, and Pastoralia. Their situation, of course, was unique. Bishop, therefore, approached Archbishop Garnsworthy of Toronto for permission to proceed. The Archbishop (and, I think, with two other Ontario Bishops) made a visitation to Grenville. Their decision was that once this programme of studies was completed, Bishop Hill might ordain them. Whereas, Mr Spencer-Lee would be appointed to a Parish, as was the norm, the two Grenville men would be ordained to function within their own Community. | ||
| alphyn New member Username: alphyn Post Number: 6 Registered: 9-2007 Posted From: 70.55.230.19 |
On the 11th June 1977 at St Peter’s Church in Brockville, Bishop Hill ordained these three men to the Diaconate. Arrangements were then put in place for their ordination to the Priesthood. There was to be another man ordained with them. Bishop Hill decided that the pre-ordination retreat should take place at the Community of Jesus!!! He sent Canon John Garrett to act as Chaplain to the Ordinands. It is not known whether he ever made a report back to the Bishop regarding all that he saw and heard. Certainly, the two non-Grenville Ordinands were very upset. The Ordination to the Priesthood took place on the Feast of St Michael and All Angels, at St George’s Cathedral in Kingston, on 29th September 1977. Bishop Cuthbert Bardsley, the retired Bishop of Coventry in England, assisted Bishop Hill. The Chaplain of the Community of Jesus, Fr Arthur Lane, was asked by the Bishop to preach. Thus, the Grenville Community, which ran the Grenville Christian School, has been apart of the Berean Fellowship of Dallas, the Community of Jesus on Cape Cod, and the Anglican Church of Canada. Some further notes: George and Jan Snure left the Community. At least one of their three sons was at the Community of Jesus. They were not allowed to have contact with him. Al and Mary Haig left the Community. They were divorced. He now lives in retirement in the Diocese of Toronto. The Grenville Christian College has been closed. On 29th September 2007, there is to be a Closing Celebration. This will mark the 30th anniversary of the Ordination of Al Haig and Charles Farnsworth in the Anglican Church of Canada. | ||
| breaker_19_girl Intermediate Member Username: breaker_19_girl Post Number: 241 Registered: 8-2007 Posted From: 64.187.49.102 |
Wow, Would love to know who you are.... If you are comfortable. But, did you know that C&J found the preface for their community in Germany? lianeross@porchlight.ca | ||
| bonnieb Member Username: bonnieb Post Number: 62 Registered: 1-2007 Posted From: 170.215.130.223 |
Amazing history! Thank you for taking the time to put that together...very much appreciated! | ||
| sandrabrownearly Junior Member Username: sandrabrownearly Post Number: 47 Registered: 8-2007 Posted From: 162.83.61.245 |
You're third paragraph that describes the teachings of the Mothers is the best description I've ever read...it's hard for me to explain the thought process and effort put into living in the light. "Learning of one’s sin requires constant vigilance." It is all consuming...it's very exhausting if you really take this way of living to heart, which I did for several years. I find it odd that the Snures are not mentioned in "The Headmaster"...at least I don't remember them. Can't believe the Haigs are divorced. Someone posted about Mary remarrying and I just thought I misunderstood what they were saying. I had to chuckle when you said she was the strongest of the six...yes indeed! very, very interesting...thank you so much for taking the time to post all of that good info! Sandra Early | ||
| gcc_1981_grad Junior Member Username: gcc_1981_grad Post Number: 43 Registered: 8-2007 Posted From: 70.52.181.2 |
very nicely put together alphyn. Much appreciated. This is the first detailed articulation on the relationship between GCC and Coj that i have come across. May I ask where you have found your information. | ||
| dignityquest Junior Member Username: dignityquest Post Number: 41 Registered: 8-2007 Posted From: 38.116.200.40 |
Thank you Alphyn: I was there the entire time these events were unfolding. It is rather breathtaking to hear it so clinically and concisely told. I agree, your description of the community life is bold and bare, but absouletly accurate. DQ | ||
| salutethis New member Username: salutethis Post Number: 8 Registered: 9-2007 Posted From: 76.64.14.57 |
too bad none of THAT was in the glossy brochure! | ||
| strength Junior Member Username: strength Post Number: 50 Registered: 8-2007 Posted From: 192.197.95.253 |
Thank-you Alphyn. Your post makes me feel, for the first time, that we might be able to learn the truths about what happened to us. I don't need to know who you are. But I can see that you have intimate knowledge about this. So thank-you for taking the time to share with us. I There are some GCC leaders who are still betraying the truth. They have fled into hiding places and taken their knolwedge with them. Its natural for us to feel abandoned and hurt by this. Which makes me realise even more that I really don't want to know who you are. For the next couple of days, when I feel sad that the many GCC and C of J leaders have not come forward with their part of the puzzle, I'm going to imagine that YOU are one of them, or maybe even all of them. (It will just be my way of taking a break from the darkness). | ||
| alphyn New member Username: alphyn Post Number: 7 Registered: 9-2007 Posted From: 70.55.230.19 |
Sorry to disappoint you "strength", I am not a GCC or C of J leader. I am someone who has been very concerned about GCC for 30 years. I have never been in a position to ask questions until now. At Grenville, in the late 1970, there were a number of Community teenagers. If it is appropriate, I would be very interested in knowing how their lives have developed. Their parents chose to be at Grenville and to live under the teaching of Cay and Judy. They did not. Just amongst the Pastors, there were 11 boys: 3 Snures, 4 Farnsworths, and 4 Haigs. What has become of them? Can any one tell me? What about the others? | ||
| exmonk Intermediate Member Username: exmonk Post Number: 153 Registered: 5-2006 Posted From: 24.163.53.113 |
Dear Alphyn, I am one of those of whom you speak. I would like to "catch up". I sang in the Dallas radio recording studio almost every day as a child. And I have been apart of this story, start to finish, as you so very eloquently penned it. I would like to get in touch with you if you are willing. There is much to discuss. My email is quartersawn3@aol.com | ||
| gcc_1981_grad Junior Member Username: gcc_1981_grad Post Number: 45 Registered: 8-2007 Posted From: 70.52.181.2 |
Hello Alphyn, There are a few details in your posting that I am confused about. If you are willing to email me, I would very much like to talk to you about them. rhv@sympatico.ca | ||
| kmiller1610 New member Username: kmiller1610 Post Number: 11 Registered: 10-2007 Posted From: 198.203.193.250 |
If I might hitchike just a little on this thread... Do you think that some of the message of Berean dovetailed into the C&J message? For the most part, Berean was missions oriented, very evangelical. But I also remember reading those very early Warren Litzman newsletters in 1968. The motto was "Total Involvement, Total Environment, Total Committment...." And one of the primary scriptures was "Except a corn of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone, but if it die, it bears much fruit...." Not that there is anything esstentially wrong with any of that, but the "death to self" message was definetly there and it provides the most obvious tie in to C&J's themes..... To update the first part of the history, the Farsnworths and Haigs were involved with a Berean Chrsitian School on Long Island, just for one year, before the staff of that school moved to Canada. In the year previous the school was "The Stony Brook School for girls". Al Haig was the headmaster of that school. (Message edited by kmiller1610 on October 12, 2007) | ||
| oneflewover New member Username: oneflewover Post Number: 19 Registered: 8-2007 Posted From: 216.191.155.82 |
Hi alphyn & exmonk, I figure we must know each other. About community teens- when I left there were maybe only 3 girls, the rest of us (25,30?)were boys. It seemed that all the staff families at that time had churned out males. oneflewover | ||
| adelicatebalance New member Username: adelicatebalance Post Number: 23 Registered: 9-2007 Posted From: 99.232.177.62 |
This was a Prophecy which was given by M. Cay and M. Judy to Grenville Christian College, June 30, 1974 “Now my children, now my beloved little ones, be what you are --little ones, needy ones. Let not your pride and inferiorities and self-love and vain seekings and imaginations keep you from the glory and wealth and the mysteries of Christ. Do not be foolish, for I love you. I love you with an abounding, unending, unfathomable love, but you would not, because of your pride. Oh, my children, seek always a low place no matter what place I raise you to, because when you raise yourself, the fall is great and it is heard all around when you fall from your pinnacle of self-esteem and success. Let even these things, especially your fallings, be the mirror in which you look to see who you are, and to know my grace that you have not been destroyed. I have not destroyed you, I have disciplined you, I have chastised you, I have scourged you. Let me. Let me fill you with Christ. Let me love you in blessing not cursing. Let me love you in my life seen in you, shown through you-given, given, given, given. Oh my children, repent, turn, turn, turn from your own ways in every part and flee to me and you will find such love and mercy for one another and for my children. You will understand and know the dealings of my ways and hardness and scouring and gentleness and in truth. You will know all my ways because you will have received all my ways and the fruit of my truth and life will be in you. My children, you are forgiven. Do not atone, repent. In Jesus’ name, Amen. For a might work have I called each and every one of you unto. Take it. Give yourself to it. Forget all else, and you shall see the kingdom of God. Amen. | ||
| dignityquest Junior Member Username: dignityquest Post Number: 50 Registered: 8-2007 Posted From: 38.116.200.40 |
Wow! This, plus the "vows" posted earlier are such a jolt to my system. I know it is true, I was there, but there is this disconnect, out-of-body experience. Perhaps just that we view this now through such a different lens. As if the idea that "God" is talking removed all the mind-control and power-driven abuse and disfunction in it that now seems so painfully obvious. Thank you for posting, Jeff | ||
| adelicatebalance New member Username: adelicatebalance Post Number: 24 Registered: 9-2007 Posted From: 64.40.180.98 |
This "prophecy" was kept in the small chapel at GCC in the prayer vigil binder. Anyone doing their daily prayer vigil time was to pray this 'prophecy' before they began praying for the prayer requests on the prayer board. By 1986-87, a young staff group was formed called "Corpus Christi". This group was the forerunner for the 'boot camp' young staff group that Roz and others were a part of. Corpus Christi was made up of about 15 or so young staff who were made to work, eat and do prayer vigil together. The remaining time was spent in light sessions. Corpus Christi started their prayer vigil time by reciting aloud, as a group, the 1974 'prophecy'. |
