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wingsaglow
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Username: wingsaglow
Post Number: 9
Registered: 12-2004
Posted From: 71.213.146.27
| | Posted on Monday, May 28, 2007 - 8:19 pm: | 
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U know who U R, and what U did, and now that God has shown me the truth. I feel betrayed and crushed. You both set a wonderful example of how God walks, and talks.
This just sums it all up for me very clearly, and I'm done. Good luck to you both, but I will say this God also showed me your future, and unless your walk and talk is completely and I do mean completely changed. the pains of the past will be nothing like the pains to come.
I read it on a site where living a double standard is a wonderful blessing, but God has shown the real light, and it lives daily in darkness hidden behin fake names. So knowing the fake names real identidy really does help when I'm on my knees in prayer. Yes I know what real prayer is, and it is not in swear words and hidden games toying with another soul's walk.
So this is for a cartoon, and another person who knows the real meaning of a walk that doesn not match their talk. Way to go I applaud you both. For letting God be the one to show me your real selves. I just don't know how you can actually live with yourselves when you have toyed with so many in hurting them. Must make you feel good right? I sure know how I'm feeling.
So here's for you my special friend cartoon man. You're private jokes are now opened to my eyes, but your secret is safe don't worry God already showed me your future together too. So I'll pray for you both. For a hidden sin that is not moral and clean is for the anger of God himself to fall down on you:
That is not to say we ought to go around calling attention to ourselves. We must be consistent--not showing our colors for the Lord just on some occasions but quickly disappearing into our surroundings whenever it is convenient to do so.
A crushed angel |
grace2u
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Username: grace2u
Post Number: 51
Registered: 3-2005
Posted From: 70.178.195.217
| | Posted on Monday, May 28, 2007 - 11:54 pm: |
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Don't worry - I'm sure the Cartoon man doesn't know you and is just an innocent bystander.
I, however, am not but just . . .
a crushed Grace who has been confused for some reason for someone else when I haven't talked to you since earlier in May until today.
Thanks. Not the only hit I have received from the Christian world recently. |
grace2u
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Username: grace2u
Post Number: 52
Registered: 3-2005
Posted From: 70.178.195.217
| | Posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 12:26 am: |
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Wingsy,
I'm sorry. I shouldn't have lashed back in pain in the above post.
I don't know what's going on. I think you have confused me with some other people and I felt your confusion and just wanted to give you an Internet hug and warn you about how the Internet could play with your mind particularly if you are going through other stresses like moving, etc. My intentions were good but I see that you had your guard up because of these others and couldn't accept my hug and loves because of this.
I'm sorry that I did not discern that I should have just stepped back.
I don't know what else to say accept that my heart really was just trying to reach out to you.
I wanted to delete the above post but it would not let me.
I'll leave you alone.
God Bless,
Grace |
nj_devil
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Username: nj_devil
Post Number: 1
Registered: 5-2007
Posted From: 70.101.218.109
| | Posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 12:27 am: |
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Seems like God 'shows' you a lot of lies...donesn't sound like God to me. I would call that a false prophecy, and that's certainly not from God...this whole post better NOT be about me and my other, because we both already know the truth about you and have proof. So...don't put curses on US, when that goes against God. You speak curses out of your mouth, but it's you that lives a cursed life. YOU ARE LIVING THE DOUBLE STANDARD SO DONT TELL US THAT WE ARE IN TROUBLE. God has already blessed our lives....oh and didn't 'God' tell you that I was Carman? Even though I was vulgar? Sorry, but that's not the god I know of. So wingsy, what's our future, because we already see yours is plain and clear... |
grace2u
Member
Username: grace2u
Post Number: 53
Registered: 3-2005
Posted From: 70.178.195.217
| | Posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 12:43 am: |
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Wingsy,
Don't listen to the above post. You made a mistake. I don't know if I would call it a false prophecy or not. As far as I can tell the double standard living is something we ALL fight! THAT'S WHY WE ALL NEED A SAVIOR. Wingsy, I experienced this confusion about this same time last year.
I don't care if you want to be my friend or not but I do care that you are not hurt here. Keep your eyes on Jesus. This is what I saw happening and why I felt I needed to reach out to you. Don't listen to the lies. Even if you made a mistake there is a savior and there is forgiveness. I am not mad at you and I can even forgive the other Christian situation that I feel (which may not be accurate) happening toward me right now.
I love you wings. I am a female Christian friend. So when I say that I am not someone playing with your mind trying to get you to think someone else is talking to you. This is a gal that understands what I think you are going through right now. At least a bit.
Satan is the accuser. Remember that. |
grace2u
Member
Username: grace2u
Post Number: 54
Registered: 3-2005
Posted From: 70.178.195.217
| | Posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 12:50 am: |
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HFl - if you are there please pray.
I've watched this coming on but did not know where it was going to lead. |
nj_devil
New member
Username: nj_devil
Post Number: 2
Registered: 5-2007
Posted From: 70.101.218.109
| | Posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 1:04 am: |
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Don't listen to the above post? So, apperantly the truth doesn't matter? lol, that's cool. You people spend too much time on the internet. Trust me, Wings makes false prophecies all the time. Hell, one time 'God' told her I was Carman. God tells her a lot of crap then, huh? You should seeeee the truth about who she really is. It would blow your mind the emails I'm reading right now. Hey wings, I'm NOT carman, and you were NOT made for him. |
nj_devil
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Username: nj_devil
Post Number: 3
Registered: 5-2007
Posted From: 70.101.218.109
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And I quote...."I've watched this coming on but did not know where it was going to lead"
Watched what??????????? Nothing going on here, I doubt I'll even be back here, so Wings, your secret is safe. |
grace2u
Member
Username: grace2u
Post Number: 55
Registered: 3-2005
Posted From: 70.178.195.217
| | Posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 1:14 am: |
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You are assuming it has to do with you?
Confusion has no one specific user name.
WHATEVA DEVIL |
grace2u
Member
Username: grace2u
Post Number: 56
Registered: 3-2005
Posted From: 70.178.195.217
| | Posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 1:16 am: |
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Stomp Stomp Stomp spirit of confusion - out of here! Get out! |
wingsaglow
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Username: wingsaglow
Post Number: 10
Registered: 12-2004
Posted From: 71.213.146.27
| | Posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 1:19 am: |
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NJ, I still will pray for you, and for you both regardless of what you are reading. I will not sink to the level that you did to crush me. I oviously don't know you or your partner.
You have crushed me and if you are here to gloat then have fun. As for thinking that you are Carman. You really play his part well with the now you know it's me what do you think?
yes to assume you are a man that you claimed to be. I too could still read everything even from another site that was saved before it was deleted and even on the other one before it went private, but unlike U I will not post it here.
Thanks for crushing me.
Making me cry should make you feel really good eh? Destroying me should really make you also feel good too. I still will alwasy care about you both regardless, and I hope the very best for you.
I have spoken in pain, because you have hurt me more than you will ever know. Say what you want, and have fun doing it, but I still will pray for you.
Grace, there must be two of you, because I am swamped with many names from here. So much so that I deleted everyone today. I don't know who is who and I'm messed up from being toyed with.
I feel like a mouse with a cat that was having fun hurting me.
Go for the kill NJ, but make it fast, because I'll still turn my cheek and show you love. When all that you have shown me is pain.
I need a stiff apple martini. I never had pain when I was in the world, and you NJ would be right behind me pushing me off the cliff to my destruction. When I've always been your friend.
I am so done |
grace2u
Member
Username: grace2u
Post Number: 57
Registered: 3-2005
Posted From: 70.178.195.217
| | Posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 1:20 am: |
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And it ain't been going on just on this board.
And that's the truth! |
grace2u
Member
Username: grace2u
Post Number: 58
Registered: 3-2005
Posted From: 70.178.195.217
| | Posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 1:25 am: |
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That's ok wings. I tried to explain it was me. They may have been using my name too. I thought they were trying to confuse you yesterday and play with your mind but couldn't tell. I have been there. Satan was certainly behind this attack regardless of how much they were willing to be used. I am a witness that you have been toyed with. I saw a lot of the public stuff - not all here like they would like to make it sound like. |
wingsaglow
New member
Username: wingsaglow
Post Number: 11
Registered: 12-2004
Posted From: 71.213.146.27
| | Posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 2:11 am: |
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Yes my mind has been played with, and toyed with I don't know who is who anymore, and that is why I deleted everyone. There are other names like yours that added me, but again I don't know anything anymore, but thank you for being kind here.
I am now done. |
hope_faith_and_love
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Username: hope_faith_and_love
Post Number: 2
Registered: 9-2005
Posted From: 71.207.189.16
| | Posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 4:37 am: |
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Wings,
About what you said that you were never treated this way in the world, but if you would just take a moment to think, you will know that the "world" did try to destroy you, but it tried to do it differently. The world is seductive and tries to convince you that there will be no consequences, but then it will strike you before you know it. And even if you're wise and escape its snares, then it will try to convince you that you don't need God or Jesus. Do not listen to the lie of Satan that you were better off before.
When grace and I were meeting on Christianity.com, one day God had me to purposely tell grace and one other person that "nothing was as it seems". This has been a prophetic word that we have seen repeated over and over again. Keep in mind, when God had me to write this to them, I knew there was something else He had told me, but I am now understanding that God desires all these other incidences to stop true believers from trusting in gossip. Think about how much heartache has been caused to Carman and now to you because of the spread of gossip. On another thread I see people always testing what every man or woman of God says before they believe... but few believers are this careful about listening to gossip and questioning the motives of the one who comes to tell them. For too long believers have been deceived into trusting what strangers whisper in our ears because we've been taught that "where's there smoke there must be a fire." But, we must learn as believers that sometimes the smoke is a smoke bomb meant to distract us from the real threat robbing us.
I want you and grace to know I have never tried to contact either of you or anyone else on myspace.
I do not know what either you or grace are talking about that has happened but now I feel like it is the time to share with you that in January God had told me that He wanted to jar you alert to make you sober. I know you thought I was being spiteful but it was because this is what God told me He was doing. God wanted to temper your "joy" with more soberness. The joy of the Lord is our strength, but were you trusting in your own strength and energy and bubbly personality instead of God? I pray now that you can understand. I am so sorry you are hurting but turn to God to comfort and heal you and see this as a moment God wants to mold you. This is what Carman's song that he put up today was about, asking God to make us be what He wants us to be. I know God loves you and that what has been going on is God allowing things to happen so that He might purify you. Back to Carman's song... there was one part that particularly reflected words I've prayed,asking God to "take all of me" whenever I would listen to "I Surrender All". That was my hearts prayer, I wanted God to take all of me and God did.... but then came the time when God tested me to see if I really meant it. I discovered there were parts that were off limits. But I learned that God demanded all the limits and restrictions off my life because He wanted full control.
Know that I love you and grace both so much.
As for these people who are harming you and threaten to embarrass you... Don't worry about them... because no matter what if you come away changed and transformed then God's covenant is being proven in you. God disciplines those He calls His own, molding us into His "Holy fashion". |
grace2u
Member
Username: grace2u
Post Number: 59
Registered: 3-2005
Posted From: 70.178.195.217
| | Posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 8:29 am: |
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I am now understanding that God desires all these other incidences to stop true believers from trusting in gossip.
Ain't that the truth! |
wingsaglow
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Username: wingsaglow
Post Number: 12
Registered: 12-2004
Posted From: 71.213.146.27
| | Posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 1:31 pm: |
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HFL, thank you for ministering to me, and yes you are so correct I have been jared and hit the ground hard, and the bruises today still hurts. I also haven't even been over to hear any of his music, because I deleted everyone and was never going to look back. My favorite songs are His eye is on the sparrow, and the I surrender all. I love the older praise and worship songs, because most all of them have been written by what the writer has gone through. What you said has comforted me and I am listening. My heart is not the same nor is my thoughts. I have been broken, and am not the same. I have now been sobered up completely, and still feel trampled under the feet of another, but I still regardless will pray for them. I still will love them regardless of the actions that lifted me up before trampling me. I love you 2 my friend you will always be in my heart, and I also want to say thank you to this grace2u, because I know you are the real one here that I know, but on that other site there is three of you. I have always tried to comfort others there and it back fired like the bomb, and the pieces of that bomb are still in my open wounds in my heart, but I also made a site that is just my prayer room. It is there that I have my daily prayers, and it is helping me cope. I also have an unknown person who came to my rescue yesturday, and they too have been a strength to me. They helped me get through yesturday with not leaving me, but by being consistant in comfort. I can't thank them enough for helping me. Have a wonderfully blessed day today HFL, and grace2u you both are very special to me. |
nj_devil
New member
Username: nj_devil
Post Number: 4
Registered: 5-2007
Posted From: 74.38.27.181
| | Posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 1:57 pm: |
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I'm not here to destroy u wings, I wouldn't do that...and you were the one who thought I was someone else, even though I told u a million times I wasn't. I'm not the spirit of confusion, I'm just a person who got fed up. I didn't lead you on...you lead yourself on, and after awhile, fine...I played with it a little. I played with it for what? 1 day? Don't let ONE DAY destroy who you are. The things you told me though, you are mistaken. I don't believe people were meant for one person in specific, God put a billion people on this earth with the qualities we each seek, and that's what we really all want, is to find that one person with all those qualities. The man you believe to be 'YOURS' is not yours, and never was. Trust me, he doesn't have the qualities you look for in a man, he's not romantic, he's not over the top loving, he's not anything that you think, or hope for. As for Carman, there's a lot of women who posses the qualitites he looks for, God didn't just put one specific woman in the world for him, that's not even biblical. When Carman finds the woman he wants to be with, god will either bless the union or He won't. How can you bash a million other women for thinking just as you do?? You believe the same way, you think the same thing, and God apperantly tells you and all those other women that this one man was MADE for them. Well, he's not. He's dating who he wants, when he wants. If she's not up to his standards, he shrugs her off and moves on. His ministry doesn't depend on who he's dating, his ministry is driven by God and God alone, ok? |
hope_faith_and_love
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Username: hope_faith_and_love
Post Number: 3
Registered: 9-2005
Posted From: 71.207.189.16
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wings,
I still do not know what is really going on. It appears that njdevil has been playing games and they want to justify their actions that you got what you and in their minds, other women deserve. But, know that God is in control, not those like nj devil... they may think they are because they are always so careful to hide who they are... not to protect themselves from people who want to harm them if they motives was pure, but to protect themselves from being found out.
But, know that God is in control and that He can use you more now than He could before... in your dream you said you were trying to rescue sheep from a filthy pen and you got the muck all over you and with all your effort and strength you couldn't do it... But let God transform you from this day forward and teach you to let Him do it and He can do what you cannot do in your own self. |
wingsaglow
New member
Username: wingsaglow
Post Number: 13
Registered: 12-2004
Posted From: 71.213.146.27
| | Posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 4:56 pm: |
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Thank U HFL, and yes what U said is so true. Thank U.
NJ, what U said to me was a lead on, and U were that person and never denied everytime that I asked you to tell me the truth. Each time you claimed to be Carman, and I trusted U, I was always there for you. I really wanted to help U with the lady U loved, and I asked you so many times to verify if it was really U. I had told U so many times that what was said was from so long ago, and that I trusted you for being what you claimed to be. If you would have been honest instead of saying now that U know it's me what do U think? I asked you if you were really telling me the truth, and again you told me yes.
I went out of my way to always be there for U, and to try and protect U, and the lady you're with. I was led on in a game where you held the strings and toyed with me, and it was more than just one day. NJ, I still pray that you and the lady we know comes to love you back the way that U love her. I have always told U that I was always here for you both, and prayed God's very best for you. As for the rest I was led to believes lies, and in doing so U hurt me more than you'll ever know. I don't care about who is romantic, and what I deserve. I cared about what I thought was a wonderful friend, and then had everything smashed into my face. U trampled my heart under your feet like I was nothing, and all that I had ever wanted was to help comfort U, and protect U, but the pain that I recieved in return was beyond anything that I have ever had before. Thank U for bringing me to my knees. Now God is the lifter of my head, and I have a wonderful new sewing kit who is helping me cope. They at least are there for me where U kicked my teeth in. Do U feel better for crushing me, and playing with my mind like that? If anything U of all people owe me at least a huge I'm so sorry for crushing U like that.
Thanks again HFL yes hiding is a whole new game I learned the hard way over there, but I'm now trying to be a whole lot more careful after what has happened to me.
NJ, I still forgive U, and I hope that everything with her works out for U both.
4 U other posters that R still coming by my site.
Get lost and leave me alone. I can't help U at all so stop asking me. I'm worn out and I don't care what U all have that's all so important, because I am not.
I am to God, and to my friends that I know R 4 real, but the rest of U can get lost and leave me alone.
Geesh! I have tried to get rid of so many fruits that can fill a whole bowl, but U still chase me down. Get a life already and move on better yet take up reading a book. I hear that it's good for head knowledge.
Sorry HFL, but I have so many nuts still trying to chase after me, and I'm so done. I know who my real friends R, and then there's the nuts that really takes the cake wih their sick minds. |
grace2u
Member
Username: grace2u
Post Number: 60
Registered: 3-2005
Posted From: 70.178.195.217
| | Posted on Wednesday, May 30, 2007 - 12:01 am: |
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Ok . . . Love you all too but I'm going back to the debate threads with the guys. At least I can sorta understand what is going on there. |
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