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     dancer Advanced Member Username: dancer Post Number: 906 Registered: 11-2004 Posted From: 75.46.35.226 |
Hey Guys This will be an easy attack for many but I am going to post an apology on my own myspace today with some of the details of what happened at GGWO, some of the mediation between GGWO while I living in Myrtle Beach, and the things that followed including the affair I had and later the efforts to bring attention to the community about GGWO. I ask that those who know my pray for me as I think about this and prepare to write it, and actually publish it. It will be in blog form at: http://www.myspace.com/neilcarrick Most likely tonight or Sunday. Yes it will be telling. But more so I want some people whom I have hurt to know how I feel and how it has changed my thinking and my life. I was bent out of shape yesterday and should not have been, regardless of the "truth" or not in the matters. | ||
| sister_mary Member Username: sister_mary Post Number: 99 Registered: 3-2005 Posted From: 87.94.51.104 |
Wonderful pictures, Neil. Your family is lovely, lovable, and you are handsome... Good luck to you! Merry Christmas! The message of prophesy to you Neil: Is. 38: 17. Behold, it was for my peace that I had great bitterness: But thou hast in love to my soul delivered it from the pit of corruption; For thou hast cast all my sins behind thy back. 18. For Sheol cannot praise thee, death cannot celebrate thee: They that go down into the pit cannot hope for thy truth. 19. The living, the living, he shall praise thee, as I do this day: The father to the children shall make known thy truth. 20. Jehovah is ready to save me: Therefore we will sing my songs with stringed instruments All the days of our life in the house of Jehovah. Start to use your gifts, can you do computercomposing and make poems with tunes...? I have composed many songs and tunes and many of them are collected in our States archives already... to be used after I have got my final heart attack... | ||
| sister_mary Member Username: sister_mary Post Number: 100 Registered: 3-2005 Posted From: 87.94.51.104 |
And some gospel country music will cheer you up! http://www.live365.com/stations/earl1701  | ||
| sister_mary Intermediate Member Username: sister_mary Post Number: 101 Registered: 3-2005 Posted From: 87.94.51.104 |
And here is one of my colleagues cheering you up with spiritual dance: http://youtube.com/watch?v=ypVpjMyYUXs | ||
| sister_mary Intermediate Member Username: sister_mary Post Number: 102 Registered: 3-2005 Posted From: 87.94.51.104 |
There is a spy on the line I see. But Neil can rejoice as I do that we are freed from a cult. At the seventies we in Finland were told CHS was a phD from Moody Bible College, and T.S. taught us "apologetics, dogmatics, systematics and homiletics"... what a joke! I must stop now. It is time for me to grow up spiritually. I hope that to you also, all who are messed up this moment. Jesus came to his disciples when the lake stormed and the disciples were frightened. Jesus just said: "Peace with you!" | ||
| sister_mary Intermediate Member Username: sister_mary Post Number: 103 Registered: 3-2005 Posted From: 87.94.51.104 |
But Neil can rejoice as I do that we are freed from a cult. At the seventies we in Finland were told CHS was a phD from Moody Bible College, and T.S. taught us "apologetics, dogmatics, systematics and homiletics"... what a joke! I must stop now. It is time for me to grow up spiritually. I hope that to you also, all who are messed up this moment. Jesus came to his disciples when the lake stormed and the disciples were frightened. Jesus just said: "Peace with you!" | ||
| orangetwopay Advanced Member Username: orangetwopay Post Number: 560 Registered: 9-2005 Posted From: 75.32.36.200 |
(be sure to see sister mary's first submission to LW: http://liquidwaves.blogspot.com/2006/12/sister-mary-brings-her-um-thoughts.html) | ||
| sister_mary Intermediate Member Username: sister_mary Post Number: 104 Registered: 3-2005 Posted From: 87.94.51.104 |
Thanks orangetwopay, now my professor (who came previously from Laestadius background and now is an athiest) has got his dreams about my new conversion to an atheist fullfilled, or has he? Oh, cordell, you wrote you are working as a hot dog seller near a porno cinema. My professor gathers information for his research about hookers and prostitutebehaving women, maybe you can send them via your nearest university to a culture professionalized professor, who knows who is concerned? I'll tell that my ancient grandgrandgrandfather was a famous artist, painter and photographer and had his own studio in Finland at the end of 1800 (Romantic period). What would he say about my "art"? I think he will turn in his grave... | ||
| sister_mary Intermediate Member Username: sister_mary Post Number: 105 Registered: 3-2005 Posted From: 87.94.51.104 |
I saw a daydream this night after I send my pictures: an axe was raised above my head and now a black shadow was beside me as I am sitting on my bed having this computer before me, but then a statue of fire came to drive the black shadow away. Satan showed that I cannot be converted to an atheist, because there is darkness out there. So I am now in the desert like Jesus was with Satan, and remember Jesus words; Luke 3: 9. And even now the axe also lieth at the root of the trees: every tree therefore that bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire. So the Lord really showed me something real... that this way is narrow... narrow.... But enjoy the pictures: it means I have always love oranges, Australian, Spanish, Morocco and Israel Oranges. They bring me health. And I love Swiss Roll cake, sex with my husband only and the stars in the sky. There is the Sun with Venus in the midst of Milky Way... Even CHS was a milkman before. Milk is healthy, very healthy and keeps osteoporosis away. I saw in my dream that in Japan all young ladies fancy this moment these pictures and free them a lot to serve their samuraises as geishas... An they are very amused. Maybe millions are looking this now... I have nothing to loose, because I believe what CHS taught: "once saved is always saved" whatever we do... only if we do wrong, the axe will fall... and cut our cord...of life... Well CHS has partly the same views of salvation as in Finland a Lutherian priest Kylliainen that everyone goes to heaven..., but CHS teached that first you have to make a decision to go to heaven by receiving Christ and then the gates are always open whatever we do. I remember Thomas told about Biblical vision when he started his career as a pastor in Finland. Now he has his vision fulfilled partly or has he? Love: Sister Mary a lifetime student of Christianity and culture PS. I think I have taken too little of my medication, you see without Thyroxin my thyroid gland is unstable and causes unstable effects to whole body and even mind... But I will have more oranges, that will help. Maybe I have to soon consult my doctor...so I will not apologise from anybody my pictures, enjoy them as modern ART! Kiasma in Finland is worth to be seen as an art museum... | ||
| whatsup Intermediate Member Username: whatsup Post Number: 336 Registered: 2-2005 Posted From: 24.61.30.105 |
PLEASE eat more oranges....in fact, camp out in an orange grove.......perhaps it will cause a permanent personality change and you will become the next Anita Bryant, singing about orange juice | ||
| cordell Senior Member Username: cordell Post Number: 1207 Registered: 6-2005 Posted From: 66.69.35.7 |
I met Anita Bryant--twice! Once in the Philippines when I was as 5th grader (She was with Bob Hope, who I also megt) and then again at the National Religious Broadcaster's Convention in DC in 1991. She was not impressed to have a 39 year old telling her that he met her when he was just a kid. | ||
| whatsup Intermediate Member Username: whatsup Post Number: 337 Registered: 2-2005 Posted From: 24.61.30.105 |
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| whatsup Intermediate Member Username: whatsup Post Number: 338 Registered: 2-2005 Posted From: 24.61.30.105 |
didn't she say something "politically incorrect" about gays way back, and there was a big deal made about it, and then you never heard too much about her after that, even on OJ ads | ||
| sister_mary Intermediate Member Username: sister_mary Post Number: 111 Registered: 3-2005 Posted From: 87.94.51.104 |
HERE IS A RECEPY TO LIQUID WAVES HYPNOSIS Put a record on if you have the original one, for example Glucks Dance of the Blessed spirits music and play it in a small voice for ten minutes: http://gallery.euroweb.hu/music/18_cent/gluck/gp_blesd.html Lie down on the bed and think that you are beside the see in a soft bed under a palmtree and listen to the soft voice of waves and you get sleepy, so sleepy... I love you whatsup because you are worried about my health. God bless you. May my Mary Magdalenes prayers and love cover you from the top of your head and slowly go down, downer, downer and you will smell the fragrance of the precious anointment that has an ancient recepy, a secret recepy and all the pain will go away, and you will feel relaxed, so relaxed, all the tense will go away as the liquid waves go down giving warm feeling of healing and security... it is Jesus-based love... and you just feel so relaxed and need not a thing because you have liquid waves... and you cannot move for ten minutes at all, because the wave is embrasing you and you feel the softness of the waves like they were angels wings, gentle, so gentle. And you sleep well and next you wake and feel so good and happy and all you need is to repeat this thing every evening before you go to bed... | ||
| cordell Senior Member Username: cordell Post Number: 1208 Registered: 6-2005 Posted From: 66.69.35.7 |
“As a mother, I know that homosexuals cannot biologically reproduce children; therefore, they must recruit our children” and “If gays are granted rights, next we'll have to give rights to prostitutes and to people who sleep with St. Bernards and to nail biters.” Anita Bryant 1977 fast forward to 2006: gay marriage and Peter Singer of Princeton saying that sex with Fido is OK, as long as he consents. | ||
| whatsup Intermediate Member Username: whatsup Post Number: 339 Registered: 2-2005 Posted From: 24.61.30.105 |
how disgusting...poor Fido (nail biters???) In 1977 I would have thought it was safe to say things like that and most people would agree...not like today | ||
| cordell Senior Member Username: cordell Post Number: 1209 Registered: 6-2005 Posted From: 66.69.35.7 |
the Hollywood heavyweights, ACLU, etc. came out en force, the rest is history. Poor ol' Florida dropped her OJ contract...She's still in a world of s---. | ||
| sister_mary Intermediate Member Username: sister_mary Post Number: 112 Registered: 3-2005 Posted From: 87.94.51.104 |
I think this Anita Bryant seems an interesting woman...and her voice is marvellous: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=128478716I I participated once a singing contest in Finland, that was like Idol competetition but I came late to the contest and did not prepare myself well, so I dropped out in the semifinal and that was good, because I cannot think a career singing in dancing places tangos and walses, pop etc. because of my religious husband does not like it at all. In Finland there is a song contest Eurovision next springwinter, so it is interesting to see, which country will get the price. Of course I have been watching last years American Idol contest too... I wish you all really happy Christmas. On thursday evening I will leave for Christmas vacation, so hopefully there will be snow here. Today it is only dark outside there but people have taken to their windows and balconies and backyards Christmas lights that shine beautifully... From my window I see over this town where I live and a lake, houses and pinetrees. Here is a link for Christmas carols: http://www.the-north-pole.com/carols/index.htm | ||
| sister_mary Intermediate Member Username: sister_mary Post Number: 113 Registered: 3-2005 Posted From: 87.94.51.104 |
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=128478716 | ||
| arguendo Advanced Member Username: arguendo Post Number: 731 Registered: 11-2004 Posted From: 151.207.240.4 |
Sister Mary, you don't need oranges, you need kelp. NO - that is not a typo. | ||
| louise_connolly Advanced Member Username: louise_connolly Post Number: 608 Registered: 9-2005 Posted From: 24.61.151.107 |
....more like duck tape, if you have your fingers duck taped together you can't type. | ||
| cordell Senior Member Username: cordell Post Number: 1212 Registered: 6-2005 Posted From: 66.69.35.7 |
you two are just jealous of her phantasmagorical mind...or can't you see that good ol' S.M. has completely and joyfully hijacked one of neil's 'poor me' threads and redherringed it into a rollicky romp through the nut forest! (Message edited by cordell on December 17, 2006) | ||
| dancer Advanced Member Username: dancer Post Number: 910 Registered: 11-2004 Posted From: 75.46.35.226 |
for once i feel sane and normal. Jim your fate with Anita is a liitle to unreal. | ||
| cordell Senior Member Username: cordell Post Number: 1213 Registered: 6-2005 Posted From: 66.69.35.7 |
and you need a puppy | ||
| cordell Senior Member Username: cordell Post Number: 1215 Registered: 6-2005 Posted From: 66.69.35.7 |
for your edification, of course! | ||
| sister_mary Intermediate Member Username: sister_mary Post Number: 115 Registered: 3-2005 Posted From: 83.102.66.165 |
Congratulations about your baby, dancer! dancer, send a breast pump to your wife as a Christmas present if she hasn't it already! I remember, when I got my baby a long time ago, I could not get the milk out in the first days and my husband sucked the first milk and then boom! There came milk like a fountain!!! I got so much milk I could feed ten babies! And so the leftover was sent to the hospital.. for premature babies in incubators. So dancer, do not whine, start doing something... for your babies sake, they are wonderful kids! http://www.hollister.com/us/ameda_redirect.htm | ||
| dancer Advanced Member Username: dancer Post Number: 912 Registered: 11-2004 Posted From: 208.44.60.32 |
Rhonda my ex gf has the baby. Its now 7 months. She has her third pump I think. She keeps going and finding better ones. I could make a joke with that. My cousin called me and said he felt guilty abouot having sex withhis third cousin. I told her that if you feel so bad, stop counting. Why would a women need a third pump? | ||
| david_munson Senior Member Username: david_munson Post Number: 3474 Registered: 9-2005 Posted From: 4.156.99.40 |
Neil, you never saw the first installment of Star Wars where the bare breasted woman in the bar had three boobs? Why would I remember that? --- Need some relief? Take a good dose of Sister Mary's mental medical magic liquid waves of love juice. Yes , just one dose will last you three weeks. You'll not be worried about anything important or troubled with the hassles of every day living. Yes my friends, you too can melt into the sofa with no worries to think about and for the price of one we'll give you two bottles. That's right , for a limited time only , you can relax in the tranquility of your own imagination with no interruptions from the outside world whatsoever. Side effects may include but are not limited to,: nausia,vomiting,headache,dairia,malaria,syphilous,gonoria,erectile disfunction,puberty,hair loss,anal discharge,nose bleeds,cebaria,soriasis,penal shrinkage,coughing,sneezing,urination,bleeding from the eyes,loss of hearing,belching,flatulance,poor reading skills,insomnia,drowsyness,alergies,droopy diaper,menengitis,colera,the plague,flea infestation and death. Please consult your physician. } | ||
| david_munson Senior Member Username: david_munson Post Number: 3475 Registered: 9-2005 Posted From: 4.156.99.40 |
See what effect you guys have on me? LMAO } | ||
| dancer Advanced Member Username: dancer Post Number: 913 Registered: 11-2004 Posted From: 208.44.60.32 |
David now you are now scaring me. LOL | ||
| david_munson Senior Member Username: david_munson Post Number: 3476 Registered: 9-2005 Posted From: 4.156.99.168 |
It was a cold dark night in the old neighborhood when the detective approached the scene of the crime. He was some what apprehensive about the total disfigurment of the body,,,,, Oops, wrong site. ;) } | ||
| louise_connolly Advanced Member Username: louise_connolly Post Number: 609 Registered: 9-2005 Posted From: 24.61.151.107 |
The mutant lady with three boobs was was in Total Recall not Star Wars. | ||
| orangetwopay Advanced Member Username: orangetwopay Post Number: 565 Registered: 9-2005 Posted From: 75.32.36.200 |
you're right connolly... the woman in SW had 6, i believe. (http://liquidwaves.blogspot.com/2006/12/twelve-days-of-christmas-ggwo-style.html) | ||
| david_munson Senior Member Username: david_munson Post Number: 3480 Registered: 9-2005 Posted From: 4.156.105.7 |
Louise, are you sure? I was certain that it was the bar in SW that Luke walked into. It could have been in both movies but I'm not sure about that. I'll give you the benefit of the doubt since I'm not totally sure. But for her,three B-pumps would be a time saver yah? Down on the farm. Dave } | ||
| sister_mary Intermediate Member Username: sister_mary Post Number: 119 Registered: 3-2005 Posted From: 83.102.65.64 |
Do you know what? I once put in the freezer my mothers milk in a plastic boxand later my husband melted it and thought it was normal milk and made pancakes of it by mixing a couple of eggs and flour and little salt in the milk, at they were delicious!  Here is an article how a woman tried to make cheese of her own breast milk and did not succeed. http://www.indrani.net/index.php?q=2006/03/breast_milk_cheese But I believe you can use breast milk in cheese sauce when you make your next lasagne... your husband will never notice any strange in the taste of the lasagne... hee, hee | ||
| sister_mary Intermediate Member Username: sister_mary Post Number: 120 Registered: 3-2005 Posted From: 83.102.65.64 |
But if breastmild absorbes and is better digestive for babies, why not try breast milk to those who have stomache problems or stomache cancer? Maybe they will be even cured... who knows. Well, when I was in Bible Speaks in Helsinki meetings at Simos' Street, I saw a woman feeding her baby just opening her bras and nobody noticed it at all, because they were so exited about Tommys sermons about Gods awsome, pretty, good, sweet, unconditional love, that we can receive like a baby without questioning it and trusting our lives to him and the Body of Christ that gives life... A lullaby: Have some breast, my baby sweetiest, then you'll rest, be mums guest, be mums guest, my baby prettiest, there's a nest, where a golden breast, is filled with milk and honey, and you'll sleep and not weep, sleep, sleep deep... | ||
| orangetwopay Advanced Member Username: orangetwopay Post Number: 567 Registered: 9-2005 Posted From: 75.32.36.200 |
BEST SONG EVER | ||
| david_munson Senior Member Username: david_munson Post Number: 3486 Registered: 9-2005 Posted From: 4.156.99.159 |
You just sparked a memory. Carl sang a song about a cow called "bessy." "Bessy the heiffer queen of all the cows she gives more milk than all the cows allow." I remember him singing this in Framingham. I wonder who he was referring to? Someone in Lenox maybe? } | ||
| guess_who_is_coming_to_dinner Member Username: guess_who_is_coming_to_dinner Post Number: 67 Registered: 1-2006 Posted From: 70.226.219.167 |
Sally the camel has two humps, Sally the camel has two humps, Sally the camel has two humps, so ride Sally ride - Barney the Dinosaur Somebody please cue the crickets | ||
| sister_mary Junior Member Username: sister_mary Post Number: 33 Registered: 3-2005 Posted From: 84.251.127.106 |
I thank with warm feelings all, that have had time and energy to read my comments and cheer me up on FactNet discussion board to help me recover from post-traumatic memories I send my apologies to all, if my chats and links have hurted anybodys feelings, because of my recovering process on this forum. I thank Lawrence I thank you all I thank God being saved from the delusions of my mind. God has been so kind. I wish you all good luck and happiness for ever and to be wise and clever against the traps of evil. Jesus is my saviour and he tolerates my behaviour, He is so wonderful and kind and doesn't at all mind, all the spots on my travelling gown. We cannot enter heaven in our own robes of pride and self-made religion. Our only hope is Jesus-salvation and the purity of his nature and mind. In this you will find enormous peace and fulfilment and all kind of spiritual refreshment: bathe in the river of Liquid Waves of Love that flow from the river of Life. These waves are not on our control and never can be used against our personality and safety. Good bye! You were like candles in the wind... so precious and valuable... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b2eIZjDnvLM I have moved back to my husband now and our 27th marriage year has started. We were married four years after I left Bible Speaks and I owe to my husband all love and I am so grateful that he has managed to love me all through this life and to cope this post-traumatic experience. Also I thank Russian and Finnish Baptist Union, who prayed for me 1996 summer and set me spiritually free from my imaginations delusion that I was cursed by CHS or Tommys group and in this way my process of spiritual healing started and also my university studying colleague had time to listen my story and comment it and now this FactNet discussion board too has been a channel to spiritual healing by giving space to write all the frustration out and let it go. But my aim was not to hurt anybodys feelings so forgive me, if I have hurted anybody and wish you all Gods wonderful blessings that Elohim Adonai only can give through his son Jesus! Good bye and I wish you all good luck in life and eternity! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aqx9moZh6kg&mode=related&search= | ||
| sister_mary Junior Member Username: sister_mary Post Number: 34 Registered: 3-2005 Posted From: 84.251.127.106 |
Correction, the year that started my recovery period was 1994.. midsummer... at a camping centre of Tampere Baptist Church at Ylojarvi county where the Russian Baptist Union leaders were visiting (It was the time of Soviet-time and iron curtain was breaking down). They were really kind to me and I feel so happy about that precious day! Thanks to OTP of his funny pictures too, hoping they will have a wonderful, wonderful life!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=grc2rYZOWc8&mode=related&search= http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_Q3NrB_eHM | ||
| dancer Member Username: dancer Post Number: 96 Registered: 11-2004 Posted From: 68.40.211.238 |
This was a laugh! From Cordell to Sister Mary to david |
